Lost at Loves

Hurt Love

***Ben's POV***

Kayla puts her hair in a side braid smiling.

"Where you going all fancy like?" I ask wrapping my arms around her waist.

"Out with Danny and Andy" She laughs

"Girls night out?"

"Sure." she laughs " No, just getting away from shit"

"I'm not shit"

"Not you" She says kissing me on the cheek

***Kayla's POV***

I cheer buying another round of shots.

"Hey pretty lady" A man says.

I swing around "Hey"

"What are you doing here alone?"

"I'm with some friends"

"Ronnie" He says holding out his hand

"Kayla" I say shaking it

We talk for a bit until Danny comes "Come on my very drunk sister"

"But boy" I slur

"You have boy waiting at home"

"Fine"

***Ben's POV***

Danny plops Kayla down.

"Ben. I'm going to throw up" she says walking into the bathroom. I grab her hair holding her.

***Kayla's POV***

*Flashback*

"Hey Kayla" Ben says running up to me

"What's up" I say looking down. I am wearing yoga shorts and a sports bra. Feeling fat.

"Not much running in."

"Same"

We get inside the building and I say goodbye going into the locker room. I look, seeing no one around, I walk into the bathroom running cold water on my fingers. I walk to the stall and lean over.

"Kayla! No!" Ben says too late. He grabs by hair and hugs me tightly. "You look beautiful today. Sexy even"

"Really?" I say looking up at him

"Of course"

*Present*

"Sorry" I say

"No need to be sorry. You look beautiful" He adds

"Sexy even?" I laugh

"Absolutely"

I wake up the next day and go down and get a bowl of cereal.

"Ow watch the hangover" Danny says coming down

"Ha! I don't get hangovers!" I laugh

"Yes you do."

"Fine" I say putting my head on the counter "trying to stay positive"

"Well lets get over it by drinking more!" Danny says pulling out booze

We all get hammered.

"Happy birthday!" Petite Cookie bursting in throwing a present at me

I duck letting the box hit Sam. "Ha. Missed" I go to open it to find tampons.

"Thanks" I say giving her a sarcastic look.

"It's your birthday?" Ben slurs

"Yeah. But its not a big deal"

"Of course it is.''

"Ben. Get her out. We must make a surprise" Danny laughs.

I get outside and sit down against the house with Ben

*Flashback*

I turn eighteen today. Since my parents are in Japan, I have a party at my house.

"Hey gorgeous" Ben says handing me a beer.

"Hey Mr. Flirt" I laugh

"You're falling for me, so it's working"

"I am not!" I lie

"Say what you want"

*Present*

"Come on hoes" Petite Cookie laughs

I go into the house to see balloons with dicks and a burnt cake.

"Dammit Danny. I told you not to touch the stove" I joke

"Sorry Babe" he laughs.

"Yeah. I'm not eating that" Petite Cookie laughs

"Dude." Danny says "Look my old mic"

I grab my guitar and so do the boys. James grabs his drumsticks and some stands on the counter ready to play his chandelier. Danny starts to sing:

Come on, baby,

Keep it down.

Honey, hush your lips.

Clothes trailing

From the backdoor

To the bedroom

And I don't even know your name.

Give me all you've got.

Make this night worth my time,

Make this worth my time (oh!)

What I would give to live this night again!

I knew when I first saw you,

You'd fuck like a whore!

You'd fuck like a whore!

I can hear you scream for more! (yeah!)

Your thighs were made for cheeks to graze.

My lips, your poison,

They bring you to your knees.

[2x]

Ah, come on!

Girl, get down,

It's almost over!

Take it all the way!

Oh!

You stupid fucking whore!

And after all of all my dreaming being only you,

You're standing there, baby, oh,

The things that I could do!

Back to the wall with a drink in my hand!

Back it up, baby, ride, ride, ride!

I join in with:

One step too late

And I never told you (never told you)

That I can't take

Another disappointment.

Breathing and grasping all leads to another messy ending.

Breathing and grasping all leads to another messy ending.

"Oh my god" James says

"Shut up. I know it sucks'' I laugh

"Kayla. I hear you sing all the time, you are amazing" Petite Cookie steps in

"Shut up"