Tamed by the Billionaire (LOB series #2)

Chapter 29

Instead of answering him with words, I answered him with kisses. Kisses with so much intensity, with so much feelings. These feelings that were kept for a long time na akala ko nawala na. He answered back every kisses that I gave him until we both ran out of breath. Magkadikit ang noo na nakatitig lang kami sa mata ng isa't isa. His eyes that are gleaming in the small amount of light from the porch.

"Jaqie, I—" I put my fingers on his lips.

"Sssshhh. It's now my turn to talk." Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko bago huminga ng malalim. The ambiance was so right in the moment with the cold breeze and with us sitting on the stairs of my cabin porch. Isinandal ko ang ulo ko sa balikat niya habang nakatitig kami sa madilim na dagat.

"For three years, I've been asking myself have I done something wrong? Iniisip ko na baka nauntog ka na sa kung saan at natauhan na hindi mo ako gusto. That everything was just a spur in the moment for you. Kasi sa totoo lang Keith, I don't deserve you. You are kind and warm. Samantalang ako... I'm so plain and evil. No don't talk. Ako lang ang magsasalita ngayon tapos ka na."

Itinikom niya ulit ang bibig ng akmang magsasalita siya ulit. He suppressed a smile.

"Inaamin ko na naging bitter ako, alam ni Jules at Mira yun. For a moment, my whole world revolved around you and when you left.. hindi ko na alam kung paano mabuhay ulit. Kasi alam ko na kahit bumalik ako sa dati bago ka pa dumating, alam kong hindi na ako magiging masaya. Kasi kung para sayo ako ang sun, para sa akin ikaw ang rainbow."

This time hindi na niya napigilang ngumiti. "Rainbow?" I nodded my head.

"Kasi sa totoo lang bago ka dumating I didn't know that I was lonely. Para sa akin hanggat kasama ko ang mama ko at nabibigyan ko siya ng magandang buhay ayos na sa akin. I mean for me my life was perfect. I had everything planned out. Nung dumating ka dun ko lang naramdaman na may kulang pala sa buhay ko, and when you left.. dun ko naramdaman na ikaw yung kulang sa akin. You're like my rainbow after all those heavy rains of loneliness and sadness. I love you Keith at kahit kailan hindi nagbago yon."

I planted a soft kiss on his lips. "Kaya ka naman palaging hinahalikan ng mga babae sa paligid mo. You have a very tempting lips to kiss." That earned a laugh from him.

"Darn. This is the reason why I love you very much." He held my cheek while his other hand is on my waist pulling me closer to him. Without any hesitation he kissed me fully on the mouth. This kiss that I've been longing. His body next to mine. How I missed this.

The next thing I know, nasa loob na kami ng kwarto. He pressed me against the wall and kissed me like I've never been kissed before. Nakahawak lang ako sa balikat niya at humihiling na wag naman sanang bumigay ang nanghihina kong tuhod. Parang sa bawat halik na ibinibigay niya sa akin nahihigop ang natitirang lakas ko at nabubuo ang init sa katawan ko. There's this new tingling sensation building up inside me. I almost protested when he stopped and he stared right into my eyes. His eyes burning.

"Mahal na mahal kita Karina. Mahal na mahal." I was about to say that I love him too but his mouth captured mine again. This time his kisses are different, kung kanina ay agresibo ang halik niya ngayon malumanay na. Like he's savouring every kisses, feeling it. Then his kisses went down to my neck at hindi ko mapigilan ang mapaungol at mapasabunot sa buhok niya. I want him.

I started to unbutton his clothes pero hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at pinigilan ako. He stopped kissing me. Tinitigan ko siya sa mga mata. Ayaw ba niya? Is he going to leave me again? Nagbago na ba ang isip niya? Maybe he doesn't want me anymore.

After a while he closed his eyes at idinikit ang noo niya sa akin habang hawak parin ang kamay ko. Nabasa niya siguro sa mukha ko ang nga tanong ko. Nagsalita siya habang nakapikit parin.

"I want to do this in the right order. I planned for us to make love after the wedding."

"Ayoko." Mabilis niyang naibuklat ang mga mata niya. Confusion was all over his face. Pinilit kong magseryoso ang mukha ko pero hindi ko napigilan. I started to giggle. "I'm not a fan of planning anymore Keith. Before the wedding, after the wedding, as long as it's with you I'll take it, whichever comes first."

He grinned. "You are a very impatient woman."

"Sana ma-realize mo na pinipikot kita."

"And I was planning the same thing right after you said that you don't want to marry me."

"I didn't say tha—" Hindi nanamn niya ako pinatapos magsalita. He started to kiss me while his thumbs are softly caressing my waist. I started to unbutton his clothes again and this time he let me. I started to feel his body on my hands at hindi nakalagpas sa akin ang pagsinghap niya.

"You're killing me Karina."

"Just in case you didn't know Keith Adrian. I'm an aggressive woman." He groaned and kissed me again torridly.

Nakaabot kaming dalawa sa kama and he is now on top of me. I gasped when I felt his hand on my breast as he kissed me on my neck. It made me want him so much more. I started to nibble his ear and it earned another groan from him.

"Have you done this before?" Bigla nalang lumabas sa bibig ko then he stopped kissing me. Humiga siya sa tabi ko habang ang braso niya ay nakatakip sa mga mata niya.

Have I offended him? Did I stepped on his ego? Why did I ever asked such question, of course he did. Si Keith Adrian tong pinag uusapan dito and he is every girl's dream. Kahit na palagi siyang tulog. Lahat ng babae gugustohin si Keith at isa pa kug sinu-sinong babae ang humahalik sa kanya, so pano pa kung something more intimate?

"Karina, you're the very first woman in my life and I intend you to be my last."

Napanganga ako dahil sa sinabi niya. So he's sayong he's a virgin? Ilang sandali din akong nakatulala sa kanya bago ako nagsimulang natawa. Inalis niya ang braso niya sa ibabaw ng mata niya at inilagay sa ilalim ng ulo niya habang nakatitig sa akin. He has this amused look on his face.

"How about you? Have you ever done it?" My lips lifted to one side as I look at him. I examined his face. Wala namang kung ano sa itsura niya parang curious lang talaga siya.

"Kung nagawa ko na, are you going to leave?"

"Never." Natigilan pa ako sa bilis niyang sumagot. I grinned at him.

I never did it with Edwin. We agreed to do it after the wedding. I was afraid that I'd get pregnant at hindi pa ako handang magkaroon ng sariling pamilya. Maybe that's why he had sex with Brenda. Dahil hindi ko mabigay ang gusto niya. I just realized I have so many doubts when it comes to Edwin, pero pag dating kay Keith palagi akong sigurado.

"Well this must be your lucky night cause you will be the one to pop the cherry."