Still Not Over You. [5sos fan fic]

27. He does

"Who have you been talking to?"
-Delilah

I've posted a few things here and there about our skype calls, but I always put on the voice changer or draw on the name when he had his camera off so people wouldn't know.

"Delilah texted me" I giggle

"What did she say" he asked annoyed just by hearing her name

"She asked who I was talking to, but I said no one" I said as I sent the message

"Tell her it's a ghost" he shuckled and I giggled writing exactly that.

.....

I honestly couldn't just hold it, I had to know and I guess now was the right time???

"Can I ask you something?" I said looking away even tho at the moment he had his camera off, but I was scared as fuck.

"Yeah ?" He replied

I'm really bad at serious situations so I would laugh whenever I would talk cause I don't fucking know I just do that, but if he were to reject me then I'll just be like

"Jesus Christ good I was just joking hahahah"

Then end up crying cause fuck.

"So you don't feel anything about...this?" I said trying to be serious

"About what exactly?"

"Us..." I might be giggling but Jesus I'm shitting myself right now

"You're joking so" he laughed

"I am not!" I giggle

"Yeah sure" he says sarcastically "if I tell you you're just gonna tell me that you're kidding" he added

I knew he wasn't gonna be serious with me cause I'm fucking giggling so why would anyone take me serious honestly.

I posted a snap on my story that said "when they don't take you seriously" and waited for him to see so then I could delete it.

It was like 4am no one was up

"So....you were serious?" He asked and I smiled "yeah" still scared

"Well I mean...yeah, but I'm all the way here and you're over there and I don't want to make a mistake while being over here and just...distance" he said serious

"You've never been in a distance relationship?" I asked now FINALLY getting serious

"Well...no, but they don't work"

"We could make it work maybe"

"I don't think so"

Well he does like me, but we can't do shit over it so fucking great.

I would once in a while bring the subject up, but he would always say how it wouldn't work so after a little while I stopped talking about it and just continued things how they used to be.

......

"Take a picture of my eye" he said as he put his eye closer to the camera and I giggled

"I'll send it to you then"

"Nah post it on your story"

"I thought you didn't like me posting things about you on my story"

*Flashback*

"Awe so cute!!!" I said as he showed me his German Shepard which was so fucking adorable

I love dogs...like a lot....a lot.

So did he, he loved that dog let me tell you and he put his hand on his dogs paw and I took a picture and giggled

I posted it on my story, it said "relationship goals"

"Why did you do that everyone is gonna know it's me" he said

"yeah everyone is gonna see that hand and be like 'is that Ashton? You guys talk?' And blah blah" I giggled

*end of flashback*

"Nah do it" he said so I did

"Is that Ashton's eye?"
-Delilah

"No"
-Aria

"Who else has such amazing eyes ;)"
-Delilah

"Ashton isn't the only person I know who has great eyes ;)"
-Aria

"Really who else then?"
-Delilah

"You don't know who they are so I don't know how to tell you 😂"
-Aria

"Exactly so it's Ashton :)"
-Delilah

"It is not"
-Aria

"Listen there's nothing wrong with you guys talking, chef don't judge, but hey if you're happy go for it"
-Delilah

"Sucks that's not him"
-Aria

Delilah knew me wayyy to well so it was hard keeping things from her, but eventually she just stopped and didn't care who it was anymore since I wouldn't tell her.

I knew it seemed like I rushed it a bit when Ashton told me the whole distance wouldn't work, but I meant it as later on, i wasn't ready to just jump into another relationship.

......

"Guess what"
-Ashton

"What?"
-Aria

"I'm going back:), but just for the month of August then I'm coming back"
-Ashton

"That's awesome I guess"
-Aria

"Yeah...maybe we could meet up ?"
-Ashton

"For sure"
-Aria

After Ashton old me he was coming back for a month I got a bit excited and that's all he would talk about.

"We can go to the movies"
-Ashton

"And sit in the back;)😂😂😂"
-Aria

"Duh😂"
-Ashton

"I'll wear a skirt and everything;)"
-Aria

"We both know you wont😂"
-Ashton

"Truuueee😂"
-Aria