Still Not Over You. [5sos fan fic]

35. Drama

Catching up on everything that had happened

*flashback*

"I don't know, when he told me we would last forever it felt weird cause something told me it wouldn't happen" I confessed

"Yeah I understand" Diana nodded as I continued

"And when he said he loved me it was different like I didn't feel it anymore"

*end of flashback*

It was Diana. She told Calum.

I tried talking to Diana about it and she would ignore me and that's when I knew it was her, I tried making Calum admit it was her but nothing.

I wasn't giving up, Calum means everything to me and I can't let our friendship go down the drain because of some stupid bitch who lied to him.

*after a few weeks*

"Then why did you tell Diana and not me?"
-Calum

"Calum I'm telling you it was all a fucking lie I would never fucking say that...see I knew it was Diana"
-Aria

I was filled with anger, but I never talked to her about it

I just didn't trust her as much after that.

Months later

Diana back stabbed the shit out of us so we cut her out of our lives instantly.

Elizabeth and I weren't talking

Zayn decided to fuck shit up and insulted me making all of his friends and mine go against me.

I was broken still and things seemed to be getting worse.
....

"Honestly....when you broke up with Calum the next day i went over to Diana's house, we ate pizza and we talked about how wrong it was that you broke up with him and I feel absolutely horrible, I said that you were wrong for breaking his heart and Diana said how you cheated with Ashton-"

Delilah and I were talking on the phone right after Zayn started to make people go against me and I thought I'd lose Delilah forever an I know it seemed like she was a bad person, but after this call she was never the same, neither was I..we apologized to each other after everything bad we did to each other, but once I heard her say that last part I had to cut her off.

"Cheated wait what?" I asked a bit pissed off

"Yeah she said you cheated on Calum with Ashton since you guys were talking at the time then out of nowhere broke up with Calum to be with Ashton" she said feeling bad and I was mad and a bit hurt that someone who I thought was my friend would say that.

If there's one thing I hate is cheating so why would I do that? She knew it, I talked about how bad cheating was all the time.

"Um no....when Ashton and I started talking there was literally nothing there in fact Ashton would ask about our relationship, I broke up with Calum over other reasons, but Ashton was not one of the reasons. It I wanted to break up with Calum to be with Ashton then tell my why the fuck did we stop talking? Cause I didn't want a relationship so what the fuck is up with her" I say mad and a bit upset as I remembered what had happened.
.....

It's December and today is the last day of school and I decided to turn everything around and fix things with everyone I ended in bad terms with.

I missed many people and without them I was nothing.

*flashback*

"what if I go see you after school?" Ashton said smiling

"For everyone to find out about us and see Delilah getting all over you, don't think so" I'm a very jealous person so when Delilah would get too close to certain people it would piss me off

"I'll make something up just to see you and Delilah I'll just ignore her like I always do" he said making me smile

It's not that I didn't want to be seen with him, I just knew that if people at school would find out they would create rumors again and make my life impossible.

*end of flashback*

That was one of Ashton's plans for when he would come to visit and everyday I would wish that id leave the classroom and see him there waiting for me, but it was now December and that never happened.

I got to fix things with Elizabeth, Delilah and others, but still no sign of Ashton...last thing I wrote was 'yo' cause idk why not?

.....

"They invite me to some picnic Ashton wants to do" Mary said checking her phone

I was laying down on her bed and I was shook and sat up

"Wait what?"

"Ashton is doing a picnic next Saturday and they invited me to go" she said kinda annoyed that she had to repeat

"I mean yeah I get it, but Ashton? He's here? Like he's back visiting?"

She nodded and I went crazy

"Dude let's go id love to see him get pissed off" I said deep down knowing that if I were to go id probably have a breakdown

"I mean I would, but the people that are going literally hate me so I'll feel uncomfortable if I were to be there" she said and I completely understood so we decided not to go

"Ashton is here"
-Aria

"What?"
-Delilah

*explains Delilah how I four out*

"Dude you have to go and look hot as fuck so he can regret it"
-Delilah

"I'd probably have a breakdown honestly and I doubt he'll even care if I look good"
-Aria

"Dude it's Ashton, trust me he's gonna care"
-Delilah

I still didn't go cause I just knew it wouldn't go well and I knew I wasn't gonna be able to go.