Still Not Over You. [5sos fan fic]

41. Well shit

Ok so about that letting go thing...

......

Is been 2 mints now

And my dumbass texted him cause why not???

And to my surprised he replied

" I wanted to say sorry for everything that happened I just don't want you to get hurt and yeah"
-Aria

"It's fine don't worry about it"
-Ash

I felt stupid I was always the one that had to text him and say sorry even if sometimes it was his fault.

While I was texting him I was with Calum since things between us were better now.

Sometimes I look at Calum and regret breaking up with him if I'm being honest cause he wasn't a bad person he was probably the best boyfriend I've ever had, but it was also to late to think about all of that stuff and I know our friendship would never be how it used to be.

"He's not worth it" Calum tells me as I look confused and he points to my phone, I've never told Calum about Ashton neither did I wanted him to know cause then he would believe the rumors of me cheating on him with Ash .

"You don't even know what's going on or who I is" I giggle locking my phone

"I don't need to know" he replies and continue to do his work

I shrug and look at the new message i had from Ash

"I mean I still care about you and all of that stuff"
-Ash

I smile and I felt myself falling for him all over again over some stupid small text.

As we continued to talk we fixed everything once again.

........

"Girl again? Something else is gonna happen, he's gonna blame it on you then you'll say sorry again and it's gonna keep happening over and over again"
-Delilah

"I know I know, but I promise if it happens again it's gonna be the end of it"
-Aria

"It better cause this is sure messing you up"
-Delilah

I hated that everyone was right about him and I still didn't understand why I kept coming back to him.

.......

We continued to talk and he had changed once again.

Do I really want him in my life ? Or did I just miss the way he used to treat me?

He didn't texted me as much anymore and when I would talk about video chatting he would say no as well.

And then one day it all stopped, he stopped texting me and if I would text him he would ignore it and then he blocked me.again.

At this point it didn't even hurt if I'm being honest, everyone was right

This was just gonna keep happening over and over again.