For Diamonds And Gold (kellic)

chapter 4

we got home around 11 and I was grateful to find that Kailey had gone to bed. I don’t know if I could have stood seeing her but I’m glad I don’t have to. My mom made me dinner and we stayed up talking about nothing, avoiding the subject of what happened between me, Vic and Kailey. Then I went up to bed except I didn’t fall asleep, I couldn’t knowing that SHE was under the same roof as me.

I was determined on moving on and acting like it never happened because maybe I wasn’t meant to have a happy ending where I marry a gorgeous man who I was in love with and my family wouldn’t have to suffer any more. Maybe I was just destined to live a life full of hurt and disappointment.

I sighed and shifted onto my back so I was staring up at the ceiling.

"Why?" I whispered to myself, why wasn’t I allowed all of the great things other people had? I hadn’t realised I was crying until I felt the salty tears wet my pillow. I let the tears fall silently as I closed my eyes and fell into a much needed sleep.

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I woke up really early, I wasn’t sure what time exactly but it was still a little dark outside. I took a shower, got dressed and then went downstairs to make some breakfast.

Lucky for me nobody else was awake at this time so I had some time to myself before mom or Kailey woke up. I was sitting at the dining table drinking a cup of tea and thinking about how today will go. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t shitting myself about seeing Vic because truth be told I didn’t want to see him but I also didn’t want to stay here with Kailey or stay with Vic’s parents.

Maybe I’ve made the wrong choice, maybe I should stay here with Kailey instead, it might be better than being with Vic.

"Morning" I stiffened at the sound of her voice behind me, the one person I didn’t want to see and she was here. Kailey walked into the room and sat opposite me, she was wearing a baggy t-shirt and I had refrain myself from calling her a slut even though I’ve seen he wear that a million times before.

I ignored her as she yawned and then looked at me smiling.

"How was your night? I slept like a baby" she smiled and I felt the anger hit me hard, how fucking dare she? I narrowed my eyes at her for a split second but then looked out the window. I had no interestin talking to her and be honest the sooner she left the better.

"So what are ignoring me now?" she asked "Is this because I slept with Vic?"

My head snapped to her and I hoped she could see the hatred in my eyes because right now I was feeling nothing but. Every time I looked at her or thought about her I only felt hatred and pain but mostly hate.

"How could you Kailey?" my voice was barely audible but I know she heard it because she rolled her eyes and sat back in her chair.

"It really wasn’t that hard" a small smile played at her lips and I wanted to slap her. "I mean anyway, it’s been a month let it go" she said and I couldn’t help what I did next, I stood up and threw my cup that was still full of tea at the wall behind her. It shattered into pieces with a thundering bang, the warm tea staining the white wall horribly.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" Kailey shouted at me getting to her feet as well. I was breathing heavily with anger and I glared at her.

"You" I replied "your what’s wrong with me, HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME!?" I yelled at her "How could you ruin my life and act like nothing has happened?!"

"Kellin" I heard my moms voice behind me and then her hands on my arms. "It’s okay Kellin, just ignore her" she said in her soft voice.

"Ignore her!" I turned to look at her and frowned, "She slept with my fiancée, the only person I’ve ever loved and you expect me to just ignore her?" I asked, I can’t believe this. My mom is taking her side over mine, I felt hurt at that, that she would just forgive her so easily.

"No of course not" she sighed, "But there’s no point in creating drama over it all, let’s just work on moving on and then we can all get on with our life’s"

I stared at her with disbelief, get on with our life’s? I looked into her eyes and my heart dropped, she doesn’t care, she’s forgiven Kailey and she thinks I should too.

"Take me to home" I said taking a step away from her.

"This is home" Kailey said but ignored her and looked at my mom.

"I’ll take you later, after we’ve all had a chance to calm down"

"Take me home now, I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to be around people who think I’m overreacting about this, I don’t want to be around her" I pointed at Kailey who rolled her eyes again "And I don’t want to be around you" I said looking at my mom who’s face fell.

"Fine, I’ll take you home then" she said quietly before walking out, I felt bad about upsetting her but I couldn’t even look them right now. How do they expect me to get over this? Kailey walked past me crossing her arms over her chest and giving me a dirty look. What’s gotten into her? Why is she acting this way? I sighed and waited a few minutes before heading upstairs to get my things.

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