For Diamonds And Gold (kellic)

Chapter 11

We sat in silence in the living room for the longest time ever. I didn't dare look up at him, I wasn't sure what I'd see in his eyes if I did. Disgust? Hatred? Pity? I didn't want Vic to feel any of those towards me, the one thing I hated most was when people would look at me and Kailey with pity in their eyes.

It was hard telling Vic what had happened and it took me all may an hour to do so, he sat quietly in silence as I explained everything from the day my mother left us to the day Vic's parents came to see us. I felt ashamed of what had happened, how I let Kailey do prostitution even though she was my young sister and I knew everything she ha beentheough, how I had only wanted to marry Vic for the money and the hope of giving me

And my family and easier life.

"Come here" Vic spoke softly, he shuffled closer to me and pulled me into his arms, I felt the tears sting my eyes but I wouldn't let them fall. I'd cried well enough when all if that had happened and if promised myself that I'd never let myself cry over it again.

"I'm so sorry Kells" Vic whispered "I'm so fucking sorry that you went through that and I swear to god if I ever meet him..." he was getting angry now.

"No! No, you won't ever meet him" I said looking up t him, I never wanted Vic to to meet the man I called my father, I didn't want anything to do with him and so that also means Vic shouldn't have anything to do with him and plus what if he hurt Vic? I'd never be able to live with that.

"How do you know that Kellin? He's harassing you and threatening you, you have to tell the police" Vic pulled away and looked at me with a serious face, I shook my head no, I can't tell the police!

"No! We can't tell the police, it will make it worse then he might come after me or you, and I can't have that Vic! I can't have him-"

"Kellin!" Vic snapped me out of my little rant by shaking me by the shoulders. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes I il I was calm. I couldn't have him turning up in my life, not now, not ever. He made my life a living hell and if I could chose my family, trust me there'd be a few people I'd want to change.

"So what do you want to do?" Vic asked me and I thought for moment before shrugging my shoulders. There isn't much I can do to be honest, he's going to ruin my life and I can't do anything about it.

"Right now, I just want to forget about it and move on" I sighed "he'll leave us alone soon when he gets bored"

I knew I was lying but I guess I was just trying to convince myself more than stop Vic from worrying. Vic looked at me with a thoughtful expression on his face before he sighed too and stood up.

"I'm going to the studio" he announced walking past me, I frowned and quickly followed him.

"Your going to leave me here alone?" I asked, he can't do that. What if something happens?

"Well, yes" he replied not turning around to look at me but instead slipping on his jacket and opening the door.

"Vic! You can't leave me alone, what of he comes round or something?" I was beginning to panic a bit now, Vic can't leave!

"Then let's go to the police Kellin" he gripped my shoulders lightly and stared into my eyes. "If we tell the police about this then they can help, I don't want you living in fear"

I understood completely what Vic was saying but the problem is, I just can't bring myself to do that. What if things only got worse?

"Okay..." I reluctantly said "but tomorrow, please?" I said

"Okay tomorrow" he agreed and pulled me into a hug, I know what I said bit there really was no way I'm going to tell the police. This is just to put Vic's mind at ease but I'm going to try and put this off as much as possible.