For Diamonds And Gold (kellic)

chapter 13

I know I haven't updated in a long time and I'm really sorry about that I promise you I do try to write a bit everyday. maybe I'm just not trying hard enough? I sorry here you go guys.

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It came in the early hours of the morning. I had gotten up around 5:45 to go to the toilet and then headed downstairs for a glass of water when I spotted the envelope sitting patiently on the counter. I was still half asleep at the time which would explain why I had just stared at it for a full two minutes before picking it up.

I walked over and picked up the white envolope, tearing it open and watching as a two clean photographs fell out along with a neatly folded piece of paper.

I held the photos in my hand, my eyes wide with fear and heart racing faster than ever. One of the photos was of me and Vic leaving the police station and the other was of me, Vic and mike talking.

I dropped the pictures onto the counters and ran to check if backdoor was locked and if the windows were closed. I did that to all rooms next, my heart beating by the dozen as I checked every door and window, unlocking them just so I could lock it again.

When I had finished I went back to the kitchen held the two photos in my hand. Should I tell Vic? I thought, biting my lip nervously to stop myself from wanting to cry. No. No, I can't tell him it will just add on to his stress. He already has to worry about getting his family and friends to believe him about Kailey, this will just worrying more and he doesn't need that.

I thought about hiding the pictures at first but then changed my mind and ended up ripping them into tiny pieces and throwing them into the bin.

whoever this person was was trying to scare me and I wasn't going to lie, I was a little creeped out. I looked up at the clock and let out a shaky breath, it was almost 4 am but I didn't feel like going back to sleep, I was widely awake now but I also didn't feel like staying down here by myself so I made my way upstairs quickly and shut the door quietly behind me to the room that Vic was sleeping soundly in.

I crawled up beside him and stared down at his perfect face, his lips were slightly open and a light snore escaped them. Cute. I placed a soft kiss on his forehead and cuddled up next to him, my head resting on his chest, I guess all things weren't that bad I mean I still had Vic.

"Kells..." Vic mumbled and I lifted ny head to see he was still asleep. "I love you babe" he wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly before his arms loosened telling me that he was asleep again.

I closed my eyes but stayed awake until the sun finally rose from its slumber.

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"Are you sure your okay?  You look awful"

"Gee, thanks" I rolled my eyes and smiled. It was a Good day, me and Vic were sitting outside enjoying the sun and each other's company.

"Your welcome" he smiled taking a sip of his drink before setting it down. I rolled my eyes and got up from my seat, pulling my shirt up over my head and pulling my jeans off.

"Kellin Quinn are you stripping? " Vic smirked, his Brown eyes roaming my exposed body.  Usually I would have blushed but instead I smiled and stood in front of Vic, placing each of my palms on both his knees I moved towards him and kissed near his ear.

"Baby you couldn't afford me" I whispered and Vic laughed.

"Oh I can afford ten of you" he leaned forward to place a kiss on my lips but I moved away before he could. Vic watched me as I slowly slide into pool, I stayed close to the edge but since this was the shallow side of the pool I wasn't worried about drowning.

After a few moment's of just floating about in the water Vic stood up and removed of his shirt and shorts then joined me in the water. A smile on his lips as he slowly made his way over to me, my heart beat quickly at the sight of him.

he stood in front me, his bare chest just in front of my face.

"Do you want to get this" I poked his chest with my finger "Out of my face please"

"Why? You scared Kellin?" he grinned and shook my head. scared? of Vic? yeah okay.

"Why would be scared of you?" I asked him

"I don't know, why are you scared of clowns?" he raised an eyebrow with an amused glint in his eyes but the smile on my face had dropped.

I didn't think it was funny, my fear of clowns was absolutly no joke and I hated that he'd bring that up. Vic saw the smile drop from my face and frowned as I moved around him to get out of the pool. I didn't want to be around him at the moment, I know it's not his fault that he doesn't know why I'm scared of them exactly but still! I never teased him about Kailey.

I grabbed a towel by the door and stormed inside the house. I made my way to the stairs and was  about to begin climbing them when I was pulled back.

"Kellin wait, I'm sorry" Vic said holding unto my shoulders. I shrugged them off and crossed my hands over my chest.

"No your not" I mumbled he was laughing at me, he thought it was funny and stupid that I was scared of clowns.

"Yes I am, I didn't mean to upset you it was just a joke" he smiled

"Does it look like I'm laughing?" I asked him "I never teased you about Kailey"

"That's different" his whole posture and tone suddenly turned serious and cold making me want to cower away from him but I wasn't going to let him know that.

"How is it different Vic? I hate clowns and you hate Kailey if you ask me that's very much the same" I glared at him, challenging him to say something else but he just looked at me with a coldness in his eyes that made my heart hurt and my body shiver slightly.

"Yeah? well your fear of clowns was probably bought on by a childhood experience and can easily be cured with time, whereas my 'fear' of your sister was because she'd raped me which lead to you being in a coma for a month and the whole of my family and yours never wanting to speak to me again because they blame me for everything and hate my guts"

I looked at him with a shocked expression on my face, I was speechless, I had no idea what to say after that. Vic remained calm but I could see from the way his knuckles turned white that he was far from it.

"I have to go meet the boys" he said and pushed past me and climbed the stairs two at a time. I watched him disappear and then a door closed loudly echoing around the silent house.

I sighed and dropped down onto the steps, I felt awful now, I can't believe that I'd actually said my fear of clowns was the same as as Vic being raped. I mean of course it isn't, I knew that but I just wanted to hurt him.

"Well fucking done Kellin" I muttered to myself, gripping my wet hair in my hands. I guess I have some serious ass kissing to do.

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so what did you guys think? I know it's not the best and it's a bit messy but It's something. I'm going to try and update my other story's too so just bare with me folks.