No Matter What

Chapter Ten

~ Justice ~

I sniffle and I wipe my pointless tears. My back pocket buzzes then makes a chirping sound meaning there's a call. I look at the caller ID and it says My bae, meaning Mahogany.

"Hello?" I sniffle again but lightly.

"Justice, where are you I have been looking everywhere in the mall for you?!"

"I'm sorry, I ran to your car to settle something out, it's no biggie"

"Oh ok, well I will be right there, I have loads of stuff so it's going to be fit in the car. Is that ok?"

"Yeah, yeah that's ok. It's your car" I respond by laughing slightly.

I hear her giggle and tell me she will be right there. She hangs up and I sit back in the car and breathe in the morning air. I decide to listen to music so I grab my spare out of my pocket and turn the ignition on. I turn on the radio and my favorite song comes on. Summertime sadness by Lana del Ray.

My favorite lines are "Think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky".

When that part comes on I bite my lip to stop me from crying. I see Mahogany with a whole bunch of bags literally like seven in her hand. She almost trips on one until she gains her balance.

I burst out laughing but the nice friend I am decides to stop and go help her. I jog over to her, still giggling. I grab four bags and jog back to the car and stuff them in the back seat.

She stuffs the bags in the back seat and gets in the driving seat. She turns the driving wheel and we end up driving down back to my house.

By the time we reach my house it's about four. I get out of the passenger seat and try to find my bags. I see my bags stuffed in the others so I grab really hard and end up falling back and hitting my bum on the road.

"Owww!" I get right back up making sure nothing fell out.

I unlock the door and yell "I'm home with Mahogany!".

All the boys start running down the stairs except Matt. Of course he's at the small snogging a girl who was rude and snobby. If that's what he wants then he can have her, because I'm not going after him anymore.

They all come to me and Mahogany screaming mine and her name and joining in a group hug.

We hug back and sit there for about a minute until I pulled away from being to claustrophobic.

Mahogany brings her clothes upstairs with me. I open my door and see a whole bunch of note around my bed and rose petals.

Someone better have not of been doing the dirty in here, I promise them I will literally have a fit.

I pick up one note that says...

Dear Justice,

Hey this is both of the Jacks, Carter didn't want to tell you it because he didn't want you to be sad so he told us to tell you. Me and the rest of the boys including Carter made up this thing called magcon, but it really just stands for meet and greet convention, anyways were going to tour the U.S for two months and we won't get back til Christmas. This is Jack G speaking now, or writing, we promise we will bring you back gifts, We love you, and sorry if you thought something weird happened in here with all the rose petals, it's just representing out love for you that's why it's in a heart. ily and all the boys do too and the boys notes are all around your bed so when you get the time, read them. After your finished reading this go to Carter's room to tell us all goodbye. Like I said the boys and us love you so much and we will miss you soooooo much XOX, <3.

Sincerely,

Jack and Jack!

I start smiling at how sweet this is trying to cheer me up, but I'm also sad at the fact their leaving for two months who am I going to stay with?

I grab all the notes and put them in a pile on my desk to read later. I start running to Carter's room and see all of them with their head down.

They all are in a line for me to hug them. It goes Shawn, Jack J, Jack G, Aaron, Taylor, Cameron, Nash, Matt and.. Wait Matt? How does he keep randomly popping up places?

I starts at Shawn and each hug them until I get to Matt where I just stand there awkwardly. I try to hug him without getting mad at him or being awkward. I make it through and go on to Carter and I know the waterworks are coming. I give carter the biggest hug and don't let go. He holds me right and puts his chin on my shoulder. I feel something drop on my hair so I let go and look at him.

"Dont cry Carter, like the Jacks said you guys will be back, it's ok I will miss you guys so much!" I say while also sniffling.

He lets me go and nods. They all wave at me and they leave the room. I follow them downstairs and when they leave, I go up to my room and try to dig to find something. Carter was the only one who knew that I used to cut. I stopped because he helped me but now that he's going to be gone I don't know if I can handle it.

I'm going to miss them so much. It feels like it's been hours since I last saw them, even though I saw them two minutes ago..