Will We Be Together?

WWBT Chapter Six

Well, it was a perfect night. They danced together, ate together and laughed like there was no tomorrow. They both were very happy until the time when Yoona's chest was starting hurt again.

'No, not now!' she yelled in her head.

She went to the nearest door and tried to avoid everyone when she was trying to reach the door. She panted as her hand was hanging on her chest. She walked outside and sat on a nearby bench that, fortunately, was kind of hidden behind bushes. She searched for her pills inside her clutch in panic.

"Where is it?" Yoona mumbled. Her pain increased and her head started to spin. Her vision began to blur. 'God, I don't want to leave yet.' Her phone rang but she ignored it. She kept searching until her hand grabbed a familiar bottle and she pulled it out. Her hands were shaking but she tried to control it. She felt her head began to be heavier and heavier and she laid on the bench still trying to open the bottle. She finally opened it and swallowed two pills in once as her vision started to blur again. When it was almost blank, Yoona saw Luhan.

"Yoon!" Luhan screamed in disbelief. His heart felt like it was going to explode and her angriness rose. Seeing Yoona suffering like this really made his heart broke to pieces. "Hang on, Yoon. I'll call ambulance."

Yoona hardly raised her hand and grabbed Luhan's. "No", she hardly said. "Just cab. I want to go home. I already ate my medicine. I'll be fine."

Luhan wanted to complain but Yoona really pleaded so Luhan gave in. He raised Yoona's head and put it on his lap. He took out his handkerchief and swept Yoona's sweat.

Finally the cab came and Luhan carried Yoona inside.

Once they arrived, Luhan once again carried Yoona in bridal style to her apartment and put her slowly onto her bed.

He leaned on the wall and observed Yoona.

Yoona was feeling much better that time but her chest still felt like hell.

Yoona stared at Luhan who was staring her in the eyes. She bit her lower lips when Luhan wasn't talking but just observing her with his laser eyes. "Don't you want to ask me about what happened just now, Oppa?" Yoona asked with a really soft voice, early whispering.

Luhan raised both of his eyebrow, "Well, I am curious but... looking at your situation now, it's really inappropriate to shoot you with questions, right?"

Yoona gave him a weak but angelic smile, "Gomawo, Oppa."

"You should sleep, Yoon", Luhan broke the silence. Yoona nodded and so did Luhan. Luhan walked outside and went to his apartment. He changed his outfit and went back to Yoona's apartment.

Once he arrived, he went straight to Yoona's bedroom. She already fell asleep. Luhan smiled when he saw Yoona's face, so pure and innocent. Luhan walked soundlessly and stopped beside Yoona. He tucked Yoona in and kissed her forehead while mumbled, "Get well soon, Yoon." He sighed, "I think I've fall in love with you. So, please be fine. If it's not for me, do it for yourself and your parents." He took a deep breath, trying hard not to cry. "Just... be fine."

Yoona woke up in not really good condition but she felt really energetic. She stretched her arms and never loses her smile. She walked out her bedroom and went to kitchen. But when she was about to arrive there, she saw Luhan was sleeping soundlessly on the couch. Yoona smiled. 'He's here', she thought.

She walked to her bathroom and did what she always did. After she's done, she walked to her kitchen to make breakfast.

Once the breakfast ready, she approached the sleeping Luhan. She kneeled beside him and stared at him. She quickly blushed, 'Why the hell I'm blushing?!' She shook her head and breathed, 'Calm down.'

She stared at him again. 'What should I do? Poke his cheek? Shake his body? Tickle him? Shout his name out loud? Kick him?' she thought. She sighed and decided to poke Luhan's cheek. "Oppa, Oppa", she called as she was poking Luhan's cheek. 'His cheek is really soft and fluffy', she thought again. After a while, Yoona was already poking Luhan's cheek while laughing because his cheek looked so cute. 'So fun!' Yoona minded.

But then, Luhan blinked, making Yoona flustered. "Op... Oppa!"

Luhan opened his eyes, "Ah, Yoon!" He stood up and Yoona stood up too. "Feeling better?" Luhan asked. Yoona nodded and gave him a wide grin.

Yoona stared at Luhan from head to toe and giggled. 'When Oppa is messy, he is so cute' she thought.

"What?"

Yoona stopped her giggle, "Nothing. But I think you should take a bath and brush your teeth. You look

Luhan shaped his mouth into 'O' shape and quickly took a bath at his apartment. Once he finished, he went back to Yoona's apartment.

Yoona was already sitting on the dining room and stared outside scenery from a window.

"Yoon?" Luhan called, snapping Yoona to reality.

"Ah, Oppa, you've done? Let's eat!"

Luhan nodded and sat in front of Yoona. They started to eat in silence.

"Mm, Yoon?" Luhan called.

Yoona turned her head and stopped her activity, "Why?"

Luhan looked at Yoona is her eyes, "About yesterday... do you mind to tell what happened?"

Yoona bit her lower lips. She took a deep breath, breathed it out and wiped her hand. She walked and sat beside Luhan. "I..." Yoona swallowed her spit hardly, "My heart has some kind of disease. Sometimes, when I'm too tired or when I'm in shock or even when nothing's wrong, my heart could pause to beat. I mean, I could get an 'attack', that's what I name it."

"An attack? Like yesterday?"

Yoona nodded, "My doctor said my heart is getting weaker as the day pass by."

"That's why you stopped dancing?"

"Yeah." Yoona hardly took a breath. She hung her head low and said with a soft yet shaking tone, "I'm... I'm really afraid, Oppa. What if I die? What if... what if...what if I couldn't make it and I have to leave this world? What if I have to let my father and Sooyoung go?"

'What if I have to leave you and Chanyeol-oppa?' Yoona thought.

Yoona cried.

Luhan moved closer to Yoona and hugged her.

"There are still a lot of things I want to do!" Yoona said in frustration. "Why this life is so unfair?! Why it has to be me?!" Yoona yelled. Luhan patted her head as he mumbled that everything would be fine. Yoona kept crying, her voice kept going louder and louder but nor of them mind it.

"Why me?" Yoona whispered in her cry.

Luhan's heart kept aching when he saw Yoona cried. When Yoona looked at him, her eyes really sent a lot of deep sadness and hurt. When Yoona cried, he kept patting her head and her back as he kept saying that everything would be fine, even though he himself doubted about what he said. But he knew he had to be strong for Yoona.

He held his pain inside. He didn't want to show it to Yoona. He knew that it would make her more sad and desperate.

"Why me?" he heard Yoona whispered.

He almost cry when he heard Yoona's word. 'Yeah, why Yoona?'