Why Am I Always Second Choice?

15 ~ κηοω

I know you not cruel
as before
But
In my mind
I still remember the wrongdoings
And
How happy you are with her before
Without me

But
Deep in my little heart
I really miss
Your smile
Your attention
Even your memory
That you create
Only for us.

I'm sorry
If my action make you hurt
If my smile is not for us
I just can't
Because
If i do that
I don't think
You will
Happy for it.

p/s - 11 Oct 2017