Guys... last year being social was easy for me.
But this year has changed dramatically. As most of you know, I'm in high school. And for most of you, I would be in middle school if I went to your school. I'm in grade 8 btw.
So last year was easy for me because I could SPEAK! Well it's not like I'm mute or anything but my voice is so quiet, that whenever I speak everyone talks over me and my voice gets quieter and quieter. I'm only really crazy at my house and with my friends.
Actually now that I think about it, it's kinda like Denis's situation when he was a kid.
He was shy around a lot of people but when he's was with his friends he was crazy.
Pretty much same situation with me.
And I am mostly fine with it but sometimes it annoys the heck out of me.
Also my irl friends call me anti-social and phone-obsessed, but honestly, I CANT HELP IT! I don't want to socialize anymore! It takes so much effort! I would much rather be on my phone and talking with Kaitlyn (my ibf) then be hanging out with people who ignore me!!!!
They don't ignore me all the time... but a lot of people do completely ignore me. It honestly sucks.
Gym class is probably the worst class because I only have 1 friend who isn't... um.. don't meant to be rude... but crazy! And my Gym teacher sucks... and no one passes the ball to me! Speaking of... I have to go to gym. Right now. Bye....
