I Went Too Far.. (B.A.P. Zelo)

Ch.10: Friends?

Right when I was fixing to walk away, someone bumped into me. I looked to see them and we locked eyes.

"Oh, it's you."

"What? Can't I visit my friend?" Himchan said with smirk.

"You don't even talk to her!" I defended, gritting my teeth.

"I did on Valentine's Day, and we're really good friends now," he said. I don't believe a single thing he says.

"Now, if you excuse me, I need to see Lauren," He said, walking past me and making his way to the hospital room. I huffed. What could he be planning now?

Lauren POV

After talking to my parents, I feel like it won't be that bad to go to that place. It's not really a hospital, definitely not a mental one, but it helps you rebuild your self-esteem. The door opened and was surprised by the visitor.

"Get out," I said, glaring at Himchan. He chuckled and sat next to my hospital bed.

"Feeling better?" He asked.

"Not your business," I spat. What is he doing here? My blood just boiled inside me to see him, I still haven't forgotten what he did to me.

"Lauren, I'm sorry for what I did. I was just desperate for you .." He said. I shook my head in disbelief.

"Please believe me, I'm sorry. I really am. When I was told you tried to commit suicide, I was heartbroken," he said with saddened eyes. I didn't know what to say, not knowing whether he was lying.

"I'm not here to ask you to be my girlfriend, I know you don't like me. I'm here to ask for your forgiveness, and I want to offer my friendship," he said with a warm smile. He's confusing me, all of a sudden, he's all nice to me?

"How do I know you're not lying?" I said.

"I'm not lying, pwease forgive me," he pleaded with his puppy eyes. They hypnotized me, reaching my soft side and I couldn't take it anymore.

"Fine," I muttered. He then smiled and hugged me.

"We'll be great friends, trust me .." I heard him say. I nodded. Although we're okay now, I have a feeling. A feeling that won't leave me alone right now.

**

"Lauren, wake up," I heard someone whisper. I opened my eyes to see Himchan. It's been a couple of days that we've been friends and he's been here all the time, visiting me and talking to me.

He is fun to talk to, but all this time I've been thinking .. where's Daehyun? He hasn't visited me ever since I woke up, I haven't seen him since before my suicide attempt.

Every time I try to call him, it says his phone is turned off or somewhere with no service. I've left him voicemails saying I'm awake and that I'm sorry to have argued, and that I want him to come visit me. But no texts, no signs of his existence, just a white rosary on my neck that he once taught me how to pray with.

Maybe he's been busy with school? I'll see him in a couple of weeks. My parents also promised my school mates wouldn't bother me so I wonder how that will go. For now, I just wonder how it will be like at that place.

"Did you sleep well?" Himchan asked. I felt exhausted.

"No, what time is it?" I asked him. He chuckled.

"7:30AM."

I grunted. "Why would you wake me up so early?!"

"Sorry, it's that you'll be going to that recovery place today. What's it called again?" He asked. I took a while to think, but shrugged my shoulders in the end.