You of all people should have at least cared.
And it hurts.
It hurts a lot.
It hurts that you didn't even care to give a fake apology.
You just ignored me.I'm sick of this.
I hate him.
I don't care about him or you or anything.I hate my existence.
I hate being who I am.For once I just wanted someone to love me.
To hold me.
To tell me everything is okay.I know you're scared.
Scared of me.
But I'd rather you hate me then pretend that I'm not there.I am a person.
You hear that?
I AM A PERSON.When have you ever actually cared about what I have to say.
When did any of them?When did any of you care?
I miss my sister so much.
I miss her more than anything.
I'm so lonely.
Nobody cares about me the way you do.
I miss them all.
I miss being happy.I miss being able to call myself out on being such a hypocrite.
I just want that back.
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