19. S. o. r. r. y.

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You of all people should have at least cared.
And it hurts.
It hurts a lot.
It hurts that you didn't even care to give a fake apology.
You just ignored me.

I'm sick of this.
I hate him.
I don't care about him or you or anything.

I hate my existence.
I hate being who I am.

For once I just wanted someone to love me.
To hold me.
To tell me everything is okay.

I know you're scared.
Scared of me.
But I'd rather you hate me then pretend that I'm not there.

I am a person.
You hear that?
I AM A PERSON.

When have you ever actually cared about what I have to say.
When did any of them?

When did any of you care?

I miss my sister so much.
I miss her more than anything.
I'm so lonely.
Nobody cares about me the way you do.
I miss them all.
I miss being happy.

I miss being able to call myself out on being such a hypocrite.

I just want that back.

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