You of all people should have at least cared.
And it hurts.
It hurts a lot.
It hurts that you didn't even care to give a fake apology.
You just ignored me.
I'm sick of this.
I hate him.
I don't care about him or you or anything.
I hate my existence.
I hate being who I am.
For once I just wanted someone to love me.
To hold me.
To tell me everything is okay.
I know you're scared.
Scared of me.
But I'd rather you hate me then pretend that I'm not there.
I am a person.
You hear that?
I AM A PERSON.
When have you ever actually cared about what I have to say.
When did any of them?
When did any of you care?
I miss my sister so much.
I miss her more than anything.
I'm so lonely.
Nobody cares about me the way you do.
I miss them all.
I miss being happy.
I miss being able to call myself out on being such a hypocrite.
I just want that back.
