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I wish for you to know that I love you and that I do hear you and I do care for you.
I will never be good with words but I love you.
Your mom just found about everything
And I know your relationship is fragile
But she loves you and hears you and cares for you.
Spend time with her.
Be with her.
She loves you more than anything.

I don't know what you think of me.
I'm embarrassed by who I am.
It's not easy for me to be here you know.
I don't know how to live or breathe or sing.
I'm scared time will only put you on my wrong side.
You are beautiful and majestic and I don't mind your chatter and confessions. I don't mind that you always talk to him. I don't mind that you act like a typical teenager who has the worst life ever.
I don't mind.

Katy I'm sorry it's me who lives in your house.
I'm sorry how it use to burden me.
I'm sorry that I'm quiet and words seem to fail me.
I'm sorry that I don't make things better.
I'm sorry that I can't do anything right.

I'm glad we've been able to be friends through this all.

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