Dear her
You wanted to know what I meant when I said there have been only a couple of people who have captivated me well there are only a couple of girls that have kept me up all night thinking about them. I honestly don't think I can be happy if I don't end up with you, I also said that I don't have the keys to those doors what I meant by this is that I don't think I'm the right guy for you or I'm not good enough and that theirs no future relationship between us.