Everything in my life is complicated I have met my true love knowing she loves me but she can't be with me because she doesn't want to lose another friend that she is dating on top of that she is sick and may have a life threatening illness. Now imagine living with this person everyday laying in bed with them everyday, watching, kissing, cuddling making losing them so much worse now imagine your told you have 24 hours left with said person your family hates you because you chose her over them but you regret nothing and understand her whole situation. My life right now.