I sit in my car looking through the windshield at past memories just like the ones besides me on the car seat. I look back through my windshield at the one place I was happy but I had waited too long to make my life complete I thought it was the right thing but now I regret my choices. I know there is no happiness in my future without her, so I pull out a match and strike it throwing it on top of the stuff besides me old memories dead just like me soon so soon just the pull of a trigger then the fire and explosion would incinerate his body. He pulls out the gun and a little safe that is heat proof inside are a ring and a note for her, he throws the safe out the window hoping it will be found and given to her, he then places the gun too his temple, takes one last look at what could have been and pulls the trigger.
He wakes up wondering where he is then he remembers he's home his hands around her. He moves trying not to wake her up he crawls to a little safe he bought not to long ago she doesn't know about it, inside are the ring and his proposal. He glances at her knowing she is perfect, he now knows that he can't procrastinate anymore today is the day.
