You Said Always (re-editing chapters)

Chapter 1 "Memories Playing Back In My Head"

*Flashback*. ~Dani's POV~

I walked up to Niall doorstep , and before I could knock,  he opened the door and invited me in. He had a worried expression spread across his flawless face. Im so in love with him. Im so lucky to have him. He's helped me through thick and thin, through my parents divorce, my past relationships, even through my eating disorder. Yes I had an eating disorder but i overcame it with therapy and help from my family and friends.

"You said we needed to talk?"I asked concerned. He had spoke to me earier that day saying he wanted to have a serious talk with me.

Niall never usually never wanted to talk about something serious after my parents and my disorder, he would usually rather crack a joke and be silly than do anything. he always hated the fact that one day he would have to grow up. He told me if being a forever teenager would be a job he would be a millionare.

I could see it was hard for him to speak the words that were on his on his mind , but when he said it I thought I was having a nightmare, You know one those nightmares where your terrified but cant find yourself to wake up. But then I realized it was all reality and not a dream. Though I wish it was.

"Dani I'm so sorry, but I just can't do this anymore"He spoke slowly.

Horrendous pain flashed in his deep beautiful  blue eyes. He squinted his eyelids shut, holding back tears.

My heart shattered into a million pieces as he told me that. I felt like my whole world was crumbling away at my feet. It was so hard to breath, it felt like someone just  knocked the wind out of me.

"W-W-What?" I asked quietly, my voice cracking and a tears escaping my eyes and rolling down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry I just found someone"....

"Who?"

"Lizzy"

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS NIALL, YOUR CHEATING ON ME WITH THE FUCKING  WALKING STD OF THE SCHOOL!" I scream out in anger. Some of his neigbors were outside giving dirty looks at me for cursing but I didnt give a shit. I didnt care what anybody thought about me, I was so pissed off.

And him, he just stared at me, his blue eyes turned black out of fear.

I had enough, so I got up quickly

"Wait Dani! We can still be best friends! I need you more than ever, just not as a girlfriend!" Tears falling from his eyes.

I turned back around and did the only thing that made sense to me at that moment and I didn't think twice as my hand came up and slapped him across his cheek

"You have the nerve Niall! You are my everything! We will never be best friends nor friends! And when you get your heart broken by that slut dont come running to me!" I screamed.

He held his cheek which was now a very bright pink. I stormed out and slammed his glass door and heard glass shatter but I didn't dare look back.... When I got in my car I let it all out, sobbing and screaming. Everything between us was all gone , all the memeriores and special moments we had. I punched the steering wheel multiple times... And to think I'm wasting all these tears on him....

*End Of Flashback*

Yup.. that was in July, the month that Niall broke up with me. But here I am... at my locker.. senior year, with a few tattoos, piercing, and a new style.

As what my mum used to tell me, "Out with the old and in with the new" .

So yeah, that's what I did after Niall. My tattoos are small, I have a heart on the back of my neck, and the quote "I love you to the moon and back" on my right wrist. I got my belly button pierced and my lip pierced which I wear quite often. My style is basically a bit of punk and hipster.

 I wait for my friends so we can go to our next class together and my neutral expression soon faded into a cold hard frown when I saw Niall walking down the hall hand in hand with Lizzy. He smiled looking at me as if nothing ever happened between us.

Niall had moved on... maybe I should too...

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