You Said Always (re-editing chapters)

chapter 10 'Thoughts' (not re-edited)

'Niall's POV'

I got in my car and drove off to my lonely flat. My eyes were still glossy.

Thoughts clouded my mind, thinking of how many times Lizzy flirted with my friends right in front of me, and yet i was always to blind to see it. All it could say is that Lizzy screwed me over. It's just another  big mistake that will haunt my for eternity. Just looking back ive now see how much ive lost for dating someone who didnt even care about me.

I lost some of the best people ive ever met like Harry. I lost my chlidhood best friend or the love of my life. For god's sake i lost my virginty to some girl who i didnt even bother to get to know.Yes, I did lose my virginty to Lizzy, it happen after some party we went to.

I know saying Dani is the love of my life seems stupid for a teenager because we have so much ahead of us in life but I know she is, I can feel it. She was always there for me in every way. She always made me so happy.

The reason I cheated on Dani was peer pressure. All the guys on the football team were going behind all they're sweet supportive girlfirends backs and cheating on them wih some slutty bimbo. So me as the team captain it would eventually come around to me. I think Zayn's exact words were "what are you to pussy to do it? Are you scard thst you'll get caught.'. So I fucking did it.  At the time i just thought "why not?". But that "why not?"  made me lose the best fucking person in my life.It changed me.

As i pulled into my flat driveway, I got out closing my car door and running to my front door and unlocked it, slamming it behind me not even giving a flying fuck if it smashed again. I ran into the kitchen and thats when i lost it. I started crying histariclly sliding my back down the island. I got up and threw the closest thing near me at the wall watching it smash in slow motion at the wall thinking, Thats probably how Dani's heart felt when i told her i cheated on her and broke it off.

I know it may sound selfish of me trying to get her back when she moved on and found someone better than me. But the thing is, that i still loved her. For fucks sake i have loved her since the day we became best friends.

I thew a glass cup at the cupboard and heard the plates and bowls rattling. I was done with everything, everyone.

That night, i sent a text before i drowned my sorrows in alcohol.

'Dani's POV'

When i got home from Ansel's my mum rose out of her seat on the couch seeing the cuts and bruising on my face and arms.

"Dani my dear! What happened?" She said cupping my cheeks.

"I fell down a few stairs at school mum." I said seeing the disbelife on her face.

"Dani cut the shit! Thats the oldest trick in the book! We all know that!" She shrieked.

I laughed at her cursing.

"Now really, where were you and how did this happen?!"

"Mom i just got into some trouble with girls at school. And i was at Ansel's."

"You talk about that boy so much! I will have to meet him soon!" After our breif conversation I went up to my room.

As soon as I closed my door complication hit me like a ton of bricks. I don't know where I stand with Ansel at the moment, when i kissed Ansel there was forth of July's dont get me wrong, but there was a special spark with Niall that Ansel and I didnt have, it felt warm and sweet like old times, the good memories that we had . As i walked up to my room to start the last bit of homework i had i sent Ansel i text saying

"Are we okay?"

He instantly replied with a yes.

I sat on my bed and started my homework until i got a text from who i thought was Ansel, but when i opened it, it was from Nial and it read,

"You were right."

 

 

 

 

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