You Said Always (re-editing chapters)

Chapter 11 "I Love You" (not re-edited)

DANI'S POV

I woke up the next morning still worried about Niall. I threw on a 'The Fray' band shirt and just some dark red skinny jeans and black converse. I ran down the stairs and ran out the door to my new car my mum got me and drove off to pick up Violet and Ava.

-SKIP THE CAR RIDE TO SCHOOL-

When i pulled into the school parking lot, Ava and Violet were screaming the lyrics to justin bieber 'Roller Coster' even though Violet and I hate him but Ava loves him to death.

''SHUT THE FUCK UP WE'RE AT SCHOOL.'' I yelled.

''Jeezeeeeee who shit in your ceral this morning..''  Violet said annoyed.

''No one! Now can we please go inside before we're late for class?'' I moaned and we started walking into school.

When i got to my locker Ava knew what was up.

''You kissed him! You kissed Ansel!'' She yelled\whispered.

''Shuuuuushhhh! Okay maybe i did but it was only a few seconds!'' I protested.

Ava and Violet squealed with excitement, but little did we know who was closely listening...

NIALL'S POV

I didnt sleep. I just drank. By morning i finished almost 8 bottles of straight up vodlka. She never will love me. I had my chance, and i blew it over a fucking cheat. She was right. My phone buzzed from my pocket notifying me that i had a text. I opended it and it was from Lizzy, and it read,

Ansel and Dani kissed... have a good day baby;)

DANI'S POV

By second period in school i knew Niall was not okay.

That text was serious.

I need to get over to his flat.

I got in my car and drove to his flat frantickly tears pricking my eyes at the thought of Niall hurting himself.

-SKIP CAR RIDE-

I got out of my car and ran to the door and opened it knowing somthing was wrong.

Terribly wrong.

''NIALL! WHERE ARE YOU!?'' I shouted.

No response.

I ran into the kitchen seeing shattered glass on the floor.

I looked up to see a drunken Niall sitting with his back against the fridge with a bottle of vodlka in his hand.

''no...no.. Niall! Have you been drinking?!'' I said a tear falling from my eye.

I bent down next to him.

''You kissed him.'' He looked up at me tears escaping his puffy red eyes.

''Niall your drunk..''

''Im sober enough to know what your saying.''

''Niall, yes i kissed him but we arnt together!''

''Dani, i love you! I have been in love with you for so long and when i broke your heart i didnt mean too! When i kissed you i felt somthing, and i know damn right that you did too!'' he said heartbroken and still crying.

It broke my heart.

'' Niall i-i-''

''If you didnt feel anything then i wont bother you. I wont ever talk to you. I will do as you said that night i will regret until i did. But Dani I love you so damn much it hurts! I want to be with you but you found someone thats right for you and your happy! Its selfish but i want you to be with me! It should be me kissing you, holding your hand, telling you beautiful you are, and im not that guy. Please, say you felt somthing that night!'' He sobbed.

''Niall, im sorry i-i didnt feel anything...'' I lied and it pained me as i left his house and he sat there crying.

IM SORRY FOR DOING THIS TO YOU GUYS! I ship it though tbh😏 but yeah sorry if you shed some tears! I lovd you guys soooooooooosoooooosooooooo much!!:)xx

                                                                                                     <Bailey:)xx>