Eyesight///e.g.d

Dead

‼️(TRIGGER WARING)‼️
Sienna///
I looked down at my scar filled wrists. I've been clean for two years, but I missed the sensation it gave. I needed to feel a different type of pain, torturing myself, because I didn't deserve to not feel pain. I slowly slice it across, over and over again. I placed it down and looked mesmerized at the blood dripping down my arm and falling down to my pale bathroom floor. I feel nothing, even empty sometimes, too empty, yet at the same time, I feel everything. I lost someone who didn't even like me, but I absolutely loved him. Yeah I know, I'm stupid for harming myself over a boy but he wasn't just any boy. He was beautiful and funny and could lighten the mood no matter what. The way he laughed leaves me drooling and when he clenches his jaw makes my knees go weak. I haven't been to the café in days. I couldn't face him. He told me to kiss him and says we were just friends. I wouldn't blame him. I don't blame him for getting bored of me even though we weren't together. Maybe I'll go see him today. Well of course I'll go see him today, I'm just overreacting and being a bitch.
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I walked into the café immediately being hit with the smell of coffee and pancakes. I walked over to the counter and ordered chocolate pancakes and a large coffee. I planned on staying for awhile. I sat at my- well our table. Ethan sat there, reading a book and sipping the same coffee.
"Sienna?" He asked.
I stopped dead in my tracks.
"Hi Ethan." I mumbled
"Are you okay?" He asked worried.
"Yes I'm fine I've just been busy with online schooling." I said picking at my wrist. He couldn't see them, but I still wore my thick black jacket. I walked into that café looking like a freaking drug dealer. I had my hair in a knotted, messy bun, a black jacket, black sweatpants, and my all black nike slippers. I looked like an emo kid that walks the halls in school.
"Are you sure?" He asked, still worried as fuck. "You haven't been here in days, I've been texting and calling an-."
"Ethan calm down!" I said laughing and giving him a hug. "It's my senior year and I'm really stressed that's all."
I felt him relax into my gesture.
"Sorry I've just been worried." He said. "Also why did you leave so sudden?"
I was lost for words. I had to find an excuse and I had to find one fast.
"Oh um my neighbor needed me to um move my car so they could back out." I said stuttering.
"Sienna." He sighed. "Cmon tell me the real reason."
I sighed and sat next to him.
"E-Ethan I like you." I blurted out. "I like you, like a lot."
He sat there for a minute but before he said anything I interrupted him again.
"And I left because we kissed and I fell pretty fucking hard for you after that an then you called us-."
I was cut off by him placing his lips on mine. I hesitated before pulling him by his neck and deepening our kiss.
We pulled away breathlessly.
"I like you too."
Those words stayed in my head all day.

A/N: ouiiiiii he likes herrrr boiiiiii fuck it uppp ethannnnn😆😆🤤🤤I'll be back like soon or like tomorrow.also my great grandma just died fuck man kms😭😭❤️❤️ also shoutout to my loyal readers: jenvic06  Imperial_Waffle