Hidekane

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Hide POV
After I told kaneki that he was sick and had lung cancer he hade to be put to sleep. I was sobbing my heart out the entire time. The nurses looked at me with pity in there eyes. Why? Why did this have to happen to him? What did he ever do to deserve this?

~~~~~~A couple hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~

When kaneki woke up again it was only for a few minutes and all he did was puke blood while I cried and held up his weak body. Tears couldn't stop leaving my body for several hours. Why him?

Kaneki POV
I feel like shit. When I woke up I felt nothing but pain and now I'm left with the memory of pain. I can feel arms clutching me into a warm chest. I breathing mask helping me do the most basic of things. Wires attach to everything. It was dark. And cold. So, so cold. I want more of Hide. I want him to hold me tighter. To Kiss me. I want to hear his voice. I would also like some water but whenever I try to open my mouth to talk nothing comes out. Why did this happen to me? I'm actually really happy that Hide is still here. I would have expected him to leave me like everything else in this world does. I can picture my mom yelling at me for messing up the smallest of things. Never forgetting to remind me what a total waist of space I am. How better off she would be I was never born. If she saw me now, lying in a hospital bed unable to even breath by my self. I would never hear the end of it. 

As if sensing how depressed I was feeling Hide pulled me in tighter. And in his sleep he whispered "I always will love you Kaneki." And with tears in my eyes, I fell unconsciously again.