She Loves Me

6.

"Aye where's Simone," I ask Chris and Bey.

"She went up to her room about an hour ago." Bey answers.

I get up to go check on her. I don't know why but I felt like I had to. I open her door without knocking and see that her bed was made but she wasn't in it. I hear noises coming from the bathroom and decide to go in.

"Simone," She was in the bath tub with her clothes on covered in puke, sleeping in the water. I sigh.

"Simone." She stirs and looks at me with a drunken smile.

"Hey baby, what you doing? You here to yell at me? To choke me?" She asks. I shake my head and lift her out the tub draining the dirty water.

"Take off your clothes." I tell her. She stares at me contemplating.

"Why? You wanna fuck me?" Simone smirks.

I would've fucked her if she were sober shit but not like this. She wouldn't remember any of it tomorrow and taking advantage of someone when they're drunk isn't my style. I like them knowing that I fucked them.

"No. You gonna get in the shower and get cleaned up, okay?"

She nods and takes off all her clothes. Simone was a beautiful girl there was no denying that. She was thick in all the right places just like I liked my girls to be. I admired her beauty from a far.

I took off my clothes as well and got in the shower with her so I could wash her. She was covered in puke from head to toe. She pressed herself against me on purpose. I gripped her hips and pushed her body away. She was gonna start something she couldn't finish.

I dried her up and put her in some shorts and a shirt tucking her into bed. I was about to leave when she grabbed my wrist.

"Robyn why are you doing this?" She asks.

I stare at her for a moment. I don't know how to reply. I never done it until now.

"I don't know." I say and she looks at me confused.

"One minute you hate me and the next you're being nice to me. It doesn't make sense. What do you want?"

"Look. I know you had it hard in the past. I don't know you personally but you don't want to go there with me. If I show a little kindness here and there don't take it, take it for what it is. Kindness. You're not special to me and will never be." I say.

She has disappointment written all over her face and for some reason I'm upset as well. I brush the feeling off and leave the room. What the hell is going on with me?

I bump into Solana as I'm coming downstairs.

"Hey baby," She smiles trying to pull me close.

I shove her away and she frowns.

"Robyn why you been avoiding me still? It's been three weeks already!" She exclaims. I roll my eyes.

"I want to be with you Rih but I love Beyoncé. I can't-" I stop her before she finishes.

"I'm not asking for that anymore."

"Then how can I make you happy again. How can we be happy?" She takes a step towards me. I ball up my fists.

"I told you we're done. We never getting back together. Don't make me have to beat your stupid ass." I say.

She glares at me then something clicks in her thick brain and she smirks.

"We're not done until I say we're done.....or else imma have to tell Beyoncé you been fucking me the entire time we were together." She threatens.