I told you about these notes. About how I write to you when I think of things I want to say when we're both busy. I'm a little uncertain of how you're going to react, so here are some disclaimers for when you read these.
I overthink things. A lot. And I come off as very dramatic. Please don't be upset if you read something you know isn't true. A lot of what I write is very raw, and is dripping with emotion. It's my genuine feeling; my side of some of our story. It isn't meant to make you angry or make you seem bad or make you feel guilty. Sometimes it's how my mind works. I'm trying to get better at it. If you read something that hurts you please talk to me about it. We've been so open and honest with each other- and I want these notes to help it, not make it worse.
I know I make some weird analogies, and my grammar and spelling isn't the best. It's because I write these quickly and I don't want to edit them because I am afraid they will be less raw. I'm afraid I'll talk myself out of saying something that I mean.
I am a little worried you're going to read these and see this very emotional side of me and that you will decide not to share some things with me because you think I'm sensitive or some shit. Don't you dare. Our relationship is built on trust and honesty. Neither of us is changing that now.
Please don't start to censor yourself because of something you read here. These notes are written in emotional states of being, but most of them end on reasonable and logically thoughts.
YOU ARE READING
Sunshine
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