Through The Mind, story of the Spider's Beloved Butterfly (ChrolloXReader)

A dream of the past and a confirmed suspicion

Above is a picture of her at around 14 where the dream takes place. please not that you are incredibly small and at the time malnourished.

DREAM

You hear noise coming from your current masters room. Then you feel your heart tighten as it is squeezed before it suddenly stops. you get up and begin to run to the master bedroom, your chains and shackles echo through the halls as they clang with every step. Once you enter the room you feel a needle press up against the back of your head. you don't move but simply stare as a man with long silver hair held your current master by his arm, the other was across the room on the floor.

"so this nen ring calls a little girl?" he says as he stares at the pulsing red ruby on the arm he holds. They use nen. Maybe you finally have your chance, you knew this year something important would happen.

"Kill them now! Protect your master!"The needle at the back of your head presses harder into your scalp but the silver haired man glares at the person you can't see as if saying he wanted to see what you would do. you turn your gaze to your current master, then to the man.

"No." you feel the needles pressure lessen, but only slightly. you point to the ring. "You can't touch it. You can't order me right now."

"Why you little-" The arm of your previous master is ripped off with a shattering scream. the now severed arm is thrown to the person behind me.

"Let her go Illumi, i have a few questions for her so go home with that and wait for me." the needle disappears as a boy around your age appears in front of you and then quickly leaves out the nearby window. you then direct your attention back to the man.

"What questions can i help you with?" you smile happily at the man and walk over to the dead body drained of blood on the floor. your smile turns into a frown.

"Did you like him?"

"No, i hated him."

"Then why do you look upset?"

"I wanted to kill him." you then look up to the man. He had his arms crossed and smiled down at you.

"my name is Silva Zoldyck, i would like you to explain why your last master was going around saying you were better than my family." you sighed, you knew this would happen eventually. All your previous masters would gloat about your nen ability. you decided to sit down after breaking off the chains that your last master insisted you wear. you told Silva about your abduction from Meteor City seven years ago and how you were trained to be a slave. When asked how you learned nen, you told him the truth about how you didn't remember much about your fifth year of captivity aside from a woman purchasing you and then at the end of that year gifting you to another person. How sometime during that year you learned nen but could not remember anything but pure white walls stained with your blood and the lessens on nen the woman taught that took place there.

After answering all his questions he decided to take you back with him. There he told you he would like you to be apart of his family.

"No thank you, i have a family in Meteor City. i have one brother by blood and then six other siblings who decided i was their family and helped raise me." You pause for a moment. "i wonder what they are doing now?"

"Then let Illumi take you there and if anything happens you can be my new granddaughter." Zeno smiled and patted your head.

You wake up and notice Bourbon sleeping, his snakes guarding for the two of you. you leave the cave quickly and decide to find Illumi, it was about time we talked. you remember what happened  next from the memory you had dreamed. What happened when you went to what you felt was home and found a grave in the outskirts of the city were you always played at. How you had to make seven more. you push the thought back to the place it belonged and try to stabilize your emotions.

Magic Mirror lets you bring things in and out of your created world, but it is also tied to your mind and emotions. you can't and won't kill your emotions like a Zoldyck, but you can at least lock away some of the unwanted emotions by locking away the memories that are tied to them. Even your Mirror World has locks and barricades where the memories are imprisoned.

your thinking is stopped after noticing Illumi playing with his pray. He lets it go only to hunt it down, but it finds its way to #44, Last night you looked at his tag and learned his name is Hisoka. How convenient for you. you watched as Hisoka dodged until Illumi's needles finished the game he started. you were positioned in a tree with a great view of it all, including the boy Killua liked named Gon hiding in the bushes. If you hadn't been where you were you probably would have missed him entirely. He didn't see you and so you moved to another side of the clearing. you made sure you walked into the clearing right in front of their view so as not to have them stop their conversation to look at you. Right as Illumi takes out his needles you stop a few feet away.

"This is always so much fun to watch." Hisoka says as he watches Illumi's face return to normal.

"It truly is." you add on in agreement and watch as well.

"It does take Its toll on me." Illumi blinks a few times. "Ah, that's much better." He then proceeds to dig a large hole. "Well, I'm gonna sleep until the deadline."

"Really, then it's a shame you'll fail." you retort quickly. Both Hisoka and Illumi look over to you. you sigh and cross your arms. "I thought you might do this, thinking that i would give it to you just because your my teacher's grandson. i also felt that Hisoka might think he could get away with it too after he found out you knew me." you quickly jump back to the tree line where you came from. "I like the chairman, he is the kind of king i want in this world and is very similar to the ones in my Mirror World, he told me not to give any special treatment. Besides it wouldn't really be fair either." you quickly run off before Illumi or Hisoka could make a move to tag you.

You run off to another area all the while using zetsu. Suddenly you were falling off a cliff to the ground below. you were so busy making sure they weren't following you that you didn't see the cliff in front of you.