Now I'm gone {Creek}

Avoid at all costs: Tweek

Dammit. Why did I have to fall for Craig. CRAIG FUCKING TUCKER. My best friend! Fuck my life. I smacked myself in the face. I sat alone in my room, trying to focus on homework. I failed. I kept thinking about him. His Beautiful blue eyes...his adorable Black hair. His cute hat. His nonchalant personality. How he stands up for me. When I was snapped back to reality, I realized I had been sitting with my chin in my palm. I slipped when I heard a loud banging. I hit my head on my desk. "OW" I heard a chuckle outside my door. I rubbed my forehead. That hurt really bad. "Tweek let me in" my heart stopped. It was Craig. I stumbled to the door, opening it to face Craig. He had a blank look on his face, like normal. "Dude how did you hurt yourself". "O-oh u-uh erm" I have never been a good liar, but I couldn't just go "oh yes I was just daydreaming about how beautiful you are and then I slipped and hit my head". So instead I looked at him and said "I-I t-tripped walking to the d-door". "You are an awful liar" he went and sat on my bed. "I-I know..." I sat down in my spinning desk chair. It was silent for a minute. "S-so did you n-need so-something?" "Oh yeah, I was gonna ask if you wanted to go for a walk" OK Tweek, how do you get out of this? 'Sorry Man I can't because it's too awkward and I'm avoiding you?' No way. I didn't want to avoid him. I had to. I snapped back to reality again to Craig waving a hand in my face and going "Tweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk". "Oh erm s-sure, s-s-sorry dude" "it's fine, let's go" he grabbed my arm. Fuck. I hated him touching me. It made me feel so nice. As we walked down the street, I stared at my feet until we heard screaming. "I can't believe you did that to me!" "I didn't mean too! Please don't do this..." Stan and Kyle. I couldn't help but wonder what happened. "Kyle....I love you....Please don't walk out that door" "Don't try and Guilt me Stan! I have put up with you for far too long!" "Kyle..." "stop it Stan! Just...stop" I heard Kyle crying. What in god's name did Stan do? Craig pulled me along. He mumbled something, but all I caught was "hope" and "never end like that". I decided not to question. "H-hey Craig?" "What" "where a-are we w-walking too?" He shrugged. "Dunno" "o-oh" I shut up and looked down at the pavement again. I didn't want to bother him. We ended up on the edge of south park, next to the little sign signaling our town was ahead. We sat. It was silent for a good 5 minutes before I glanced at Craig. Sense middle school he got a lot better about showing emotion. He only showed his emotions to people he trusted. I was honored to be one. He was thinking about something. He had that look in his eyes. Finally, he spoke."Tweek... can I tell you something?" I had no clue what it was, but by the way he said that...it was serious.  "O-of C-course dude! What's up?" I was trying to stop stuttering. But back to Craig. I looked at him and he had actual tears in his eyes. "I'm gay". In that moment I started laughing. Hard. "D-dude, I'm s-super Gay!" I managed to choke out. He smiled at me and started laughing a bit. He was beautiful when he laughed. He was beautiful all the time. I really was not looking forward to having to avoid him. But it had to be done. "S-so...who's the L-lucky guy y-your gay for?" I knew the answer wasn't me. But I so wanted him to just look me in the eyes and say "you". But obviously that isn't what happened. I studied his face, he was thinking of how to answer. "Well...I don't really have a person I wanna date right now... I just think a couple guys are hot. And if they asked me out I would say yeah, Ya know?" I nodded. I was kind of hurt, but obviously I shouldn't be. I knew he didn't love me. So why did it hurt so much to actually have it confirmed? He was staring at me. "Are you okay?" I nodded. "I h-have to g-go..." I stood up and he nodded. As I was walking down the hill, I heard him shout "hey Tweek" I stopped walking and turned around. "Y-yeah?" "Who are you gay for?" My heart skipped. Fuck. My. Life. I just shouted out the first person that came to mind that wasn't Craig. "Kyle" he looked disappointed. "Oh...not what I expected from you" is All he said and I nodded. I turned and walked away. This time, he didn't stop me.
Fuck
My
Life