This is not a required chapter, if it makes you uncomfortable, triggers you or you just don't wanna read it you won't miss anything important to the story. Enjoy!
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For months I have wanted to tell you how I felt. I wanted to grab you and say I love you with all my heart. Today I final told you why I was avoiding you. I told you you where they guy of my dreams. When I told you, you ran. That bit of hope that you liked me back had vanished. I have nothing left to live for on this earth. I'm so tired of being the spaz who has to drink coffee to be able to have a conversation. I'm tired of people looking at me weird. I'm tired of feeling completely alone. That's why I'm writing this while the pills take course. Fuck you Craig Tucker. I thought you cared. You where the only person I cared about and you ran from me. You ran as fast as you could. I don't blame you though. It's not your fault I'm unlovable. It's not your fault I'm a paranoid anxious mess. It's not your fault that you didn't want to date a spaz. The world stills moves when you die right? Eventually you, Craig will move on. You will forget you knew me. I will become the person you talk about with your future boyfriend like 'damn what was that kids name again? Eh doesn't matter back to the movie' that's all I am. I'm worthless. I don't deserve to breath. I don't deserve to live anymore. I can't have the one thing I need to live. Just remember...I love you Craig Tucker.
- Tweek Tweak
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Fanfikceover years of being friends, Tweek Tweak has fallen in love with Craig Tucker. he is terrified of these feelings. they are slowly killing him. he doesn't want to tell Craig, so he distances himself from him. over years of being friends, Craig Tucker...
