Now I'm gone {Creek}

Being Avoided: Craig

I watched as Tweek Left. All I wanted to do was tell out "I love you with all my heart!" But I knew he didn't feel the same. He just said he liked Kyle for god's sake! I sighed to myself. Fuck you Tweek. You fuck with my emotions so bad. I hated showing emotion. I may do it more, but I don't like it. Tweek and Stan are really the only people I show emotion too. I decided I should probably go home. It was senior year of highschool, so I looked for an apartment in south park during my free time. I was turning 18 in 3 months and I was moving out of my house as soon as I could. I have a stable part-time job, but I might need a roommate depending on the apartment I choose. I walked into my home, ignoring my mother and Father screaming at each other. I walked past Ruby's door, flipping her off.  I walked into my room and started looking for apartments.

---Monday morning: School---
It was 6:40 and I was walking to Tweek's house. We always walked together. I knocked on the front door and Mrs. Tweak answered. "Oh Craig! Tweek left already... sorry Honey" what? He left me? she waved me good-bye. Well shit. I guess I would see about Stan. I walked to his house and knocked on the door. Stan swung open the door and he looked rough. "Dude what the fuck happened to you?" I questioned. "I broke his heart dude..." was his response. I flashed back to yesterday. Kyle and Stan had been screaming at each other. "Shit what did you do" "I made fun of self-harm. I said it was a pussy thing to do and only attention seekers and bitches hurt themselves. Then he pulled up his sleeve to show all kinds of self-harm scars. New and old. Sending me into a spiral of apologizing and him telling me that he had to put up with my shit but because he cuts he was an attention seeker and a pussy. I really hurt him Craig and I don't know what to do" we walked out the door, heading to school. "Well shit Stan, you did fuck up" he groans "I know that Fuckweed, but what do I do?" "I dunno, beg for forgiveness? Show him how sorry you are?" Stan sighed "you aren't helping" "I don't know how to help, Stan! I have never had a boyfriend, let alone pissed them off! Maybe like...Take him to dinner? Get him flowers? I really don't know man..." Stan just sighed again and didn't talk the rest of the way to school. When we go to school, Kyle was sitting with Tweek. It made me...angry. like, really fucking angry. Stan looked hurt. I looked at him. "Dude, they are just sitting together. Go get your man back" I smiled at him slightly and he smiled back. He went to talk to Kyle. I went over to talk to Tweek. "Hey Tweek" "Gah! C-c-Craig!" "Yeah that's what people normally call me.." "y-you Ugh...y-you just s-scared me..." He is acting weird. "Well I just wanted to ask why you didn't wait for me this morning..."  "ugh...um...TOO MUCH PRESSURE!!" He grabbed his bag off the ground and ran away. What the fuck? I glanced over at Stan and Kyle. I sat some what near them so I could over hear. "Kyle... Why wouldn't you tell me..." "First, Tell me why you believe that cutters are pussys" "I...I didn't mean it" "if you didn't mean it you shouldn't of said it!" "Kyle.." "Stop it Stan! Just...Stop please." "Kyle. I love you. Please don't do this because of something stupid I said" it was silent for a minute. "Stan, tell me one thing" "Anything" "do you believe those things about me now that you know?" "No Kyle. I don't believe that." "Fuck you Marsh" "Fuck you too broflovski" and they Kissed. Just like that. Fuck there perfect relationship. Fuck Tweek for wanting to date Kyle instead of me. Fuck everything. I was done. I just had to let Tweek go. I had to for my own sake. I took a deep breath in and stood up. Maybe it was a good thing I'm being ignored....
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This chapter is awful and I'm sorry. Next chapter will be better I promise! Noelle out! 💞