Now I'm gone {Creek}

I love you: Craig Tucker

I froze. "Hello sir?" "Y-yes...I'm still here...is...is he....Is he alive?" "Yes. We managed to get him in and pump his stomach. He is in recovery. I just have to ask, how are you two related?" I had to stop and think about that. "Uhm...he is...he's just a friend..." ouch. I wish I could say boyfriend...But I can't. "Alright. Thank you sir. You can come and visit if you would like." "I will thank you Ma'am..." then I hung up. I sat on my bed in tears. How was I so stupid? This is all my fault. He probably doesn't want to see me ever again but, I have to go see him. I grabbed my jacket and tried to wipe my face. It was still red and no matter how much I tried, I still sobbed. I made my way out the door, adjusting my stupid hat. It was late, the street lights had come on already. I made my way up to Hell's Pass hospital. I can't believe I actually caused this. I was walking in the freezing cold south park air to see my best friend who tried to commit suicide. It was all my fault. I walked through the door and went to the nurse station. "What room would Tweek Tweak be in?" She glared at me, she was probably pissed because she was working the night shift. She looked at what room he was in and apparently saw what he was in for and her eyes softened. "Room 224, Suicide watch hall way..." I nodded mumbling "thanks" and started walking towards that unit. Hell's Pass is so much bigger and nicer than it looks. I got to the suicide watch unit and walked down the corridor. I also just realized it is four in the morning. If I was going to get in trouble I'm sure the nurse at the front would have stopped me. Either way I didn't care. I was going to be here for Tweek when he woke up. I was going to apologize to him.  This is a long corridor. 221, 222, 223, 224. Tweek's room. I took a deep breathe in and opened the door. He was sat on the bed with oxygen flowing into his nose. He looked rough. His eyes darkened underneath... his hair messier than normal. This was all my fault. I shut the door and walked over to the chair next to his bed. I sat and stared at him. Just looking at him caused a tear to slip down my face. Before I knew it I was full blown sobbing. I couldn't help it, I never cry. I just can't help but look at him like this and know that it was all my fault. He thought he had nothing left. I was his last hope and I ran from him. I ended up falling asleep with tear stains on my face.

----Time skip----

When I woke up, I forgot were I was. I looked around and remembered everything about last night. Tweek... I looked up and he was still asleep. I checked the time. It was only 8 am. I decided to go get some coffee from the cafeteria. I went and did that and it cost 3 dollars for shitty hospital coffee. Jesus. I walked back to his room and sat down in the same chair. I was staring at Tweek, yes creepily, when my pocket started to vibrate. I set my coffee down and grabbed my phone, seeing it was Stan calling. I rolled my eyes and answered "Hello" "Dude where the fuck are you?" "Oh...the hospital?" "Why? Dude, do you know where Tweek is? Kyle is flipping his shit because he hasn't answered his phone." " actually...Tweek is the reason I'm at the hospital." "What?! What is going on Craig?!" "Calm down...Tweek...Tweek tried to kill himself last night." "WHAT?!" "It's all my fault Stan... he told me he liked me and I ran like a pussy. I didn't know what to do... he mentioned me in his suicide note. I just...I'm sitting here waiting for him to wake up." "What room is he in? Kyle and I will be there later" "Room 224, suicide watch." "Bye Craig" he hung up. I sat with my head in my palms and cried again. My only friends hate me. "C-Craig?" I slowly sat my head up. "Tweek!" I exclaimed. "C-Craig what the a-actual fuck are you d-doing here?!" "Tweek...I'm so sorry." "C-craig. P-please go." "No Tweek. Please listen to me" "w-what could you possibly w-want to s-say to me? I'm s-sorry I d-don't love you p-please don't try this again?" "No! The opposite actually" "W-what?" "Tweek...I love you with all my heart." He sat and stared at me for a minute. "T-then why did you r-run?" "I ran because I thought it was some sick joke. I thought that you where kidding. I just couldn't believe that someone as perfect as you could want someone as fucked up as me." "C-Craig...I'm not p-perfect and n-neither are you. That's why we need each other." I couldn't help it anymore. I stood up and grabbed the sides of his face. "C-Craig?" I kissed him. He kissed back. It was pretty heated, until Stan and Kyle walked in. "YES!" Kyle screamed. Tweek pushed me off him and looked at the two other boys. I rolled my eyes at Kyle. "So Tweek, Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked, no hesitation. I wanted this boy to be mine. "I think so Craig." I smiled. "I love you Tweek" "I love you too Craig"
"Awwwww" Stan and Kyle both cooed at the same time. I hate those fucking gays.