The life of a madman 4

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It been a while but I can still see you as clear as day. I never claim to be a saint. I never wanted any of this to happen. I'm just missing you know. Oh, if you could see through my eyes. All the years of..... anger, pain and you wonder why I'm always angry. If you knew the things that happened. I don't know how I got into this position I'm in. Here today, gone tomorrow. I'm starting to loose my sense of humour. Everything so tense and gloomier. Why don't you all sit down? And listen to the tail I'm about to tell. Hell we don't have to trade out lives and you don't have to live my life. I just wanted to fit in, I always dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid. I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes at least. What size do you were? I were 10's. Let's see if they can fit your feet. No we wouldn't need to. You can keep your life. The last thing I want is for you too see what's happened in my life. All I'm going to say is that I'm a breaking point. I'm ready to snap. I'm ready to kill someone. I never quite thought I could lose it all.

The fact that

Everyone

Always has to ask

Me what the problem is

Oh, wait that's me

And I'm sorry

Not that I don't realise what's wrong

Gone from you

Every time I want to stay, I

Love you though angel

I was scared angel

Me and my selfish ways

Sorry that I always ask

Oh, yea and other stuff

Right,

Right, I love

You though

Angel

Not for a week, year or month

Gone away, or still here for

Ever and always

Love you angel

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You guys know the drill.

Love ya

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