Dareus Life

Me Myself & I

Dareus POV

I ran to my truck crying hysterically " I can't believe this nigga put his hands on me!.... I thought he loved me!... I hate you!!! I hate you Maurice."

I sat in my truck crying and screaming beating the fuck out my steering wheel for about thirty minutes. I broke two of my nails on that hoe Samora face and three on this damn steering wheel. I was definitely hitting the nail shop before school tomorrow.

I finally took my cry baby ass in the house. I needed to get my life together so I ran some steamy hot water followed with some Lavender bubble bath, put the jets on in the tub and lit my bath & body work candles.

As I got naked I notice Maurice ass left red marks around my neck... "that bitch ass nigga.. I'm so fucking done with him."

I put my iPhone music on the stereo next to the jacuzzi tub Me Myself & I by Beyoncé started playing... "how fucking ironic."

I laid my head back relaxed and went to sleep
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Thirty minutes later I woke up sitting in now lukewarm water. I had 60 missed calls, 30 voicemails and 100 texts all from Maurice. What the fuck could he possibly say I caught his ass fucking that young hoe red handed and raw at that.

Most of them were saying baby please don't leave me, I'm sorry, she meant nothing to me, he loves me, pick up the phone, etc.

My mind just kept flashing back to him making love to her identical to the way he made love to me. The way she said I love you and he said it back..did he really love her? Why would he cheat on me with someone who is nothing compared to me? Am I not good enough? What the fuck is it? I ate myself up thinking bout that shit I ran to the bathroom and threw up again. After that I brushed my teeth and got in bed.

I didn't reply to shit! My heart was broken and I didn't want to say or do anything stupid and having him think it was going to be easy to get me back. Maurice knew he had me right where he wanted me. I love that boy so much and let's face it, with no family or friends here Maurice was the only thing I had.

I said my prayers and went to sleep.
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6 AM
My alarm went off I got myself out of bed. Did my hygiene. I looked at myself in the mirror and notice the red marks around my neck had faded away. "Thank God" cause the last thing I wanted was for everyone at school to see it and be all up in my business starting rumors and shit. I hopped in the shower using my PINK fresh & clean body wash , hopped out and got dressed.

This was one of those days I just didn't give a fuck how I looked so I put on some NIKE gray shorts and a highlighter yellow tank top with the NIKE shoes to match. I put on my Louis Vuitton bracelets and grabbed my Louis Vuitton handbag and was headed out to the nail shop.

I end up getting my nails and toes done in a fresh nude color.I dreaded going to school this morning the LAST thing I wanted to do was see Maurice lying cheating ass and Samora hoe ass. So I decided to show up late to first period fuck Mr. Terrell too.