My name is Dareus Santiaga pronounced Darius.. some say I'm naive and dumb for what you about to read but I call it love or at least looking for love in all the wrong places
*STRONG SEXUAL SCENES... READ AT OWN RISK*
It's been 2 weeks since everything went down and shit been real.
Maurice and Samora are officially together and I've been sleeping with Liam.
I know I know I never had intentions on messing around with my teacher but I'm lonely and I'm not gonna lie getting $20,000.00 every time we fuck ain't so bad either.
I've been concentrating on my YouTube channel lately and my shit has been booming! I've been asked to come to the Dominican Republic for a meet and greet... apparently I have a lot of fans there that want to meet me and feature on their radio station. I'm so excited but I wish I had someone to go with. I got 4 weeks to plan my trip.
My parents said they were coming home for Thanksgiving in 2 weeks. I don't believe them though. I haven't seen them in person since August! What type shit is that? • • • 6:30 AM *Alarm goes off* As soon as I turned my alarm clock off I ran to the bathroom, last night dinner was coming right back up.
After I threw up for what seem like forever I got myself together took a shower brushed my teeth and got dressed.
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I wore all black with my gold gladiator sandals and a jean jacket. I was in no mood for breakfast I was nauseous so I just fixed a cup of tea and headed out to school.
Lately I hadn't been feeling well I knew for a fact I was stressing over all the shit with Maurice. I couldn't be pregnant cause I took Plan B every time we got done having sex even with Liam. So what was the deal?... I decided to stop at Walgreens and buy a pregnancy test just to be on the safe side.
"That'll be $20.00 ma'am" "Okay... and could you please tell me where the restroom is?"... the cashier pointed toward the back of the store. I paid for the test and headed toward the bathroom.
10 MINUTES LATER I was in shock. It read positive. Before I could take in what I just read someone was banging on the door yelling they had to take a shit so I grabbed my belongings up and ran out the bathroom, through the store and out the door.
I sat in my car for awhile my heart was racing my head was spinning I needed to go lay down but I had 3 test and 2 quizzes to take today, there was no way I was missing those.
I had a hour before school started so I drove to my OBGYN and asked the receptionist if my doctor could see me immediately. Luckily someone had cancelled so she was able to fit me in.
I went straight to the back and waited for my doctor to come in. Five minutes later she was in.
"Hola Ms. Santiaga" we often spoke in Spanish together but I was in no mood for another language today. "Hello Mrs. Vera ... um I just took a positive pregnancy test and I wanted to confirm the results."
She nodded her head and said she will be back with the ultrasound tech. Another five minutes went by and they were both back in my room.
"Ms. Santiaga please lay back and lift your shirt." I did as I was told. She put the warm gel on my stomach and moved the monitor around and around. She stopped in one particular spot "Ms. Santiaga looks like you have a little peanut in there."
I could've fainted right there on the table. I asked her how far along I was? She said I was 2 months. I had a sigh of relief because that meant it was 100% Maurice baby. Liam wasn't in the picture at that time.
My doctor asked me if I wanted to discuss my options.
At that time I told her I had to get to school and that I would make a decision soon. • • • 8:30 AM I made it to school just in time.
Y'all I honestly don't know how to feel right now. Was I ready for a baby? How was a going to tell Maurice? How was he going to react?
For the first time in weeks I saw Maurice at his locker. Ugh why did our lockers have to be next to each other.
I walked over to unlock my locker. He looked at me with venom in his eyes. What the fuck did I do so bad to him? Anyways I was about to say something to him but Samora walked up grabbing his face tongue kissing him. I felt nauseous all over again. I ran to the bathroom and made it to the toilet just in time before I let out the yellow fluid in my stomach. I completely forgot about that hoe and the fact she was pregnant too! I wonder how far along she was?
I made it to Liam's class 10 minutes late. He didn't care though he just looked at me and winked. Of course the only empty seat available was next to Maurice. Why is it that every time shit gets extra real between us we get stuck next to each other?
I sat down next to him. He didn't even look my way. My heart was aching I wanted his attention so bad but he didn't budge.
I had to get his attention some type of way to let him know I was pregnant.
I don't know what came over me but i dug down in my purse and pulled out the ultrasound pictures and put them on his desk.
He looked down at the pictures.
For a second there I thought he would have been happy but he started to clinch his jaw and ball his fist. He jumped up and grabbed me by my jean jacket and pulled me out the classroom. It all happened so fast I heard Liam yelling at him to take his hands off me but Maurice ignored him and slammed the classroom door behind us.
He pulled me into the empty dark gymnasium and slammed me into the bleachers.
"That ain't my mothafucking baby bitch!"
Tears started falling down my face " Yes it is!.. you the only person I was with 2 months ago and the only reason it was someone else cause I was trying to help you!"
He slapped me to the ground and got on top of me saying it wasn't his baby and he'll kill me if I dare tell anyone what went down with Liam.
I spat blood in his face and slapped him back. I told him there was nothing he could do and that I was having this baby and fuck you.
I wish I'd never did that.
He stood up and kicked me in my stomach. I felt my pants fill with hot liquid... it was blood. I looked up and he was gone.
I laid there in my own puddle of blood to weak to move.
I laid there realizing that Maurice never loved me, he used me and threw me away like spoiled milk. I truly had hope for this baby I wasn't going to be alone anymore I didn't care if Maurice was in it's life or not but he took that hope away from me.
Before I blacked out I heard someone come in the gym screaming for help after that I don't know what happened.
