My name is Dareus Santiaga pronounced Darius.. some say I'm naive and dumb for what you about to read but I call it love or at least looking for love in all the wrong places
*STRONG SEXUAL SCENES... READ AT OWN RISK*
It's been a week since I found out and my mind was been going crazy. I didn't know how to tell Maurice since he been ignoring me and I was also afraid of what he would say.
I stayed home from school, I didn't want to see or talk to anyone. I saw online that Dareus and Maurice got back together ...like I don't fucking get it! Everything that I been through with him and he chose her instead.
I wonder if his mind would change if he knew we were going to be a family.
Today is Friday and I have my first doctors appointment to find out how far along I am. I threw on a large T shirt, leggings. my favorite bead necklace. I didn't feel like getting pretty so I put lip gloss on and put my hair behind my ears and was out the door.
"Ms. Samora could you please come to the back?" "Yes ma'am." I walked to the back to prepare for my ultrasound. I lift my shirt so she could put the gel on my stomach.
As she rubbed the monitor all over my belly I got anxious and sad at the same time. Maurice should be here with me instead he's clueless and in love with someone else. The tech broke my thinking process "Ma'am looks like your 2 months pregnant and the baby has a strong heart beat."
2 months! I would've never guessed. I mean I had a period so I wasn't understanding how could I be so far along.
The tech told me you can still have a cycle and be pregnant. It was normal. Thank God I thought.
My appointment was over. She wanted to see me back in a month, I told her I couldn't wait.
I was so happy that I was going to be a mommy and that Maurice was the father of my baby but how the hell was I going to tell him.
I finally built up the courage to call him. I knew school would be over in 5 minutes so I prepared myself for whatever was going to be said.
*ring ring ring* He answered! "Hello" "Hey Maurice .... I umm.... uh .... ha have some something I need to tell you" I was stuttering so hard. "What?... you miss this dick or something?"
Yeah I definitely missed that and these hormones was not helping.
"I don't think it should be discussed over the phone can we meet up?" "Yeah, as a matter of fact I'm taking Dareus on a date tonight. We can go on one after I take her... I missed you." "Okay I'll see you tonight then" "Aight Baby."
I wasn't expecting that. Why was he being so nice just a week ago he was ignoring me and now he taking me on a date and calling me baby.
I knew he still loved me. • • • 10PM
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I had to look good for my baby daddy. He called me 30 minutes ago and said he was on the way. I put the finishing touches on my makeup and hair and waited patiently by the door.
He pulled up and was looking very daddyish. I wanted him right there and right now but we had business to take care of.
He said I looked sexy and smelled good. Shit so did he but I got instantly pissed when I seen the lipstick stain on his collar... fucking Dareus.
We pulled up to a place called Other Mama. It was beautiful inside I couldn't wait to dig in the food here. Everything was going great he said he missed me but he also loved Dareus but maybe we can be on the down low again.
I agreed. I love this boy he had all my heart along with this baby growing inside me.
"Maurice I have something to tell you" "What's up?" "I'm pregnant"... his eyes got big and dark. He slammed his fist down on the table, everyone was looking at us now. "I'm so sorry Maurice I .." he cut me off. " how the fuck could this happen?... that shit don't even matter you not having the baby I'll take you to get a abortion Sunday."
I could not believe him. Well actually I could but damn that was harsh.
"Maurice I'm not getting a abortion!" "Yes the fuck you are!... I'm not having no baby wit chu!" "Maurice I been holding you down for 2 years and we finally get to be a family! You not taking this away from me!" "Bitch is you stupid man get the fuck up we leaving... check please!"
We got in the car to leave and argued all the way to my house. I told him I wasn't having a abortion he would have to kill me. His last words were okay.
