YOU BELONG TO ME

Chapter 11

Sohyun POV :

        I didn't really get much sleep that night. Of course. It's nearly dawn and i have so much in mind. All that happened to me yesterday really gave me the mix feelings. Mad, confuse, irritated, embarrassed, and... i don't know... happy? 'Yah... stop right there Kim Sohyun! You know this is just a game. You're just his fake girlfriend!'. Yeah.. i know that. It's not gonna be more than that. I guess i have to stop thinking about him & this 'girlfriend thing' too much. Yeah.. i wish i can. In the end i stay awake till morning.

        Actually i'm not sure about my real feelings towards him. I mean i used to think that he's kind of arrogant, bossy, rigid, uncaring and ignorant type of person. I don't like that kind of guy. But since the day he said he was not mad at me anymore, and becomes more friendly after that, i guess my point of view towards him sort of change.

        And the fact that i don't like seeing him with Miss Hana yesterday morning, made me confused. It's even more confusing now since i start to feel like thousands of butterflies attacking my stomach, every time i see him or even just think about him. 

        I know i may not feel this way, but i can't help it. It's all just happen and my thumping heart didn't allow me to take the control every time he near me. And what happened now, just make it worse. The idea of me being his fake girlfriend is not helping at all.

        'Hufftt... Stop it! Stop it Sohyun-ah! You just need to be focus and help him play this game without any feelings involve!. I told my self as i hit my cheeks slightly with both of my palms. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I wish there's a girl at my age living here so i can borrow her clothes. 

        I'm about to enter the bathroom when my door knocked by someone. And when i open the it, it was Mrs.Yook. She smile at me and i noticed she brought a couple of t-shirts on her hands.

        "Morning Sohyun ssi, hows your sleep?" she is so nice.

        "Thats good ahjumma, thank you very much," i lied of course. I'm not crazy enough to be honestly telling her that i'm not sleeping at all because i kept thinking about he son.

        "Anytime. And i'm sorry because we don't have any girl's clothes here, mine will be way too oversize on you," she said chuckling. 

        "Oh that's okay ahjumma, i'll just wear this shirt again," i smiled back and glancing at my shirt i have on.

        "No actually i brought you this, Sungjae just gave me these t-shirts for you to wear. These are his smallest size t-shirts so maybe won't be too oversize on you," she said. My eyes widened. He borrowed me his t-shirts? Okay, i hope his mother here didn't notice my blush because i'm sure i'm blushing right now.

        "Oh... thank you very much ahjumma," i said and took the t-shirts happily. 

        "And Sohyun ssi, i don't think it's good if you go back to Seoul today without Sungjae, granny will be confuse. So do you think you'll be able to stay here and back tomorrow with Sungjae?" asked Mrs. Yook, made me realize that she is right.

        "Oh... yes you right ahjumma, i guess i can stay here until tomorrow," 

        "Okay then, see you at breakfast Sohyun ssi,"

        "See you ahjumma..."

        After she left, i'm staring at the t-shirts. I can't help but smiling like an idiot over the t-shirts. And when the smell of them -i know it just a laundry scent- reach my nose, it sent this warm feelings inside my chest. Okay i need to stop now. I need to be splash by cold water to bring me back to reality.