Chapter 16

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Sungjae's POV :

        "Oi... hyung! Wait!" i called him immediately when i saw him walking in the hallway. He's turning at me and frowning.

        "Sungjae? But why you here? Where's Hana?"

        "I don't know, maybe still in the restaurant. Yah... why did you left me there?!" i asked annoyingly. 

        "I told you i have a promised lunch with my parents"

        "So why you still here?"

        "I need to talk to someone first. I'm about to go now." He answered and i snorted thinking that he might lie to me.

        "Oh really? You're not purposely leaving me with her over there, are you?"

        "What? No! Why should i...." he answered and i swear i saw a glimpse of nervousness in his face. But i let it pass. I'm sure whatever he planned he didn't meant bad. Maybe he just clueless sometimes. Innocently thinking that maybe by helping Hana, he will help me too. You are really clueless hyung! Do i need to tell you about what happening in my heart now? That someone seems to be permanently stay there and i have no intention to get her out of there? 

        I spontaneously smiling over that thought. And my cheeks getting hot remembering her smile when she served my tea this morning. I almost chuckle in front of Bogum when i remember how ridiculous my behavior in front of her that time. How i just sat down there on my chair and looking at her, tried to hide my stupid smile. Busy thinking about how excited i am to find out where the ending of this 'feelings journey' of mine goes. Anticipating. Hoping that my actual feelings for her is not just like an 'ordinary like', but something more...more than that. Because an ordinary like will just easily fade away when you find her flaws or when you meet someone better -even though it just in some aspect- than her. But love, a real true love, will survive no matter what.

        I'm just hoping that i will eventually find out as soon as possible if that thing really comes to me. Considering that i have no experience in that department. But i believe that we will just feel it, right? It just like a human basic instinct, right? It's all about heart after all. And i wanted to know what's happening -and will happen- in my heart.... and hers. 

        I believe i'm blushing right now. And it seems pretty obvious because Bogum instantly pointed it out when we start continue walking. But, hell.... he take it in the very wrong way.

        "Yah Sungjae-ah, why are you blushing and smiling like that? Did Hana said something good?" he said poked my elbow with his elbow, looking at me with his mischievous smile. I'm frowning annoyingly. 

        "What do you mean? First; i'm not blushing. Secondly; i didn't hear anything good from Hana. I left her because my father was calling."

        "What? So.... she didn't say anything yet?" 

I stop walking at that and turning my body slightly to face him. Arms across my chest.

        "So that's true huh? You deliberately left me there alone with her so she can tell me something, that in your opinion, is good?" I said sharping my eyes to him. If eyes could kill, i believe he would at least fainted by now. But he really does looks nervous, eyes widened slightly, but try to look calm by shoving his hands into his pockets. Shrugging his shoulders before speaking. 

        "Well... i just want to help both of you, she have something important to say to you, and i thought you might interested to know. I believe you will like it."

        "What an over confident of you hyung," i said shaking my head and continue, "I don't know what she was going to say but i know that i'm not interested. So please, don't do that anymore!"

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