YOU BELONG TO ME

Chapter 15

Sohyun's POV :

        I . Can't . Stop . Smiling !

Seriously..... I can't stop smiling right now. I know i have to go back to my sense and stop grinning already. But i can't. I just can't. Instead i keep smiling and grinning against my pillow. God... he was so sweet! I know it just a lunch and nothing romantic whatsoever about the lunch. But still, i found it so special, well at least for me, i'm not sure if he felt the same. 

        But really, i can't just easily forget that. It was the first time i have a lunch with him, just the two of us. And to make it more unforgettable, he was being nice during the lunch. Asking me about anything about my life. At first i got confused and hesitated, why he need to know about the details? And i'm worried that he might see me as a sympathy seeker if i told him about my struggled life. But then i remember, would it be weird if someday granny visit us here and Sungjae doesn't know anything about me, whose supposed to be his 'girlfriend'?

        Plus he already accidentally knew about my side job. I think i can't hide it from him  anymore. Even though he said, 'but really, if you don't wanna talk about it, i'm completely understand.'  See.... how sweet! And for some reason i don't feel like i want to hide anything from him, remembering how i pretty much knows about him and his family. 

        So then i found my self telling him about my previous jobs. But i tried to speak in casual and cheerful tone. I still doesn't like the idea of him seeing me in pity looks. That's why i couldn't bring my self to talk about the mistreated that -sometimes- i got from my step father family. 

        "So why you have to moved out of their house if they were really being nice?" i remember he's asking.

        "Well not that Mrs.Lee never mad at me. She did sometimes if i made a mistake. But really, it just like she's angry to her own daughter. Really... not more than that." i answered. His eyes narrowed, like somehow he didn't really believe me. I'm questioning my self then. Did i told him about that in different way i told Bogum, the Han's couple and the others? I mean when i told them about that they just take it and believe me. Even Yoojung believe me when i said i never got trouble with my step father family. Until finally i told her -and only her- about the truth. 

        But with Sungjae, it just like i can't lie in front of him. It just like he can see trough... my soul? Oke i'm being dramatic. But really, i can't reveal about that one. So i kept answered him that everything is fine, until he finally nodded even if his eyes still looks doubt.

        "And i was decided to live alone simply because i'm feeling unworthy, like i said before. Plus i want to try to be independent." I continued. He nodded again.

        "I think in some way it's good, so you can establish your own life. But really, you have to tell me if they give you a hard time whatever is that!" He said with his beautiful sharp eyes. I just smiled and hoping that i'm not blushing at that time. Because really, he made me flattered. And i'm afraid that in some point, i'll forget about the fact that he did it just for the sake of our 'game'.

        But now, here, in my own room, i just don't care. I just want to release my happiness. I really wanna tell Yoojung, but i can't. How am i supposed to tell her about this without telling her on how Sungjae and i become more closer to each other, in the first place? So i thought i can't tell her... yet. But that's okay. I still want to grin senseless remembering that moment where i can be so close to him for a quite long time. Even his fresh berry and mint scent is still dancing under my nose right now. Gosh... only by the thought of that make me wanna scream; SQUEEEEEE.....!!!

Sungjae's POV :

        I managed to arrive at the hotel 10 minutes before the meeting supposed to start. I met my secretary on the way to my dad's office room. He looked pissed. Of course. I ignored his million calls when i'm still with Sohyun and when i'm driving back to the hotel. I rather pissed at him too. Seriously, was he really need to do that? He just making Sohyun felt uncomfortable sometimes, saying that i should go back to hotel soon. That's why i activated the silent mode of my phone and just found out that he was called me like million times.