Love & Betrayal Is Everything

School & Drama (3)

I woke up around 3:00am in the morning and kissed Luke on his lips put on my clothes (minus the lingerie) and went home. I walked down the street to my house. Yeah Luke lives like one block away from my house. Instead of going through the front door I climbed the tree next to my window and got in my room. I always leave the window open in my room. I only sneak up into my room because my mom will get a bitchy attitude if she knew I wasn't in my room. You may be thinking your mom can easily know you’re not in your room by just going inside. Well she doesn't do that anymore because she knows I have Luke over at times. Also she doesn't just barge in because one time she caught Luke and me having sex... guess I scarred her for life and that's why she doesn't just barge in and also that's why she doesn't disturb me at night.

When I get up to my room I was up. Then I plop down on my bed and let out a big sigh. Take off my party clothes and put on my night clothes which are just a tank top and panties. I lie down and close my eyes. Then I open them back up and look at the time and say "DAMN" out loud. It is 3:53am. I must've been walking slow. I set my alarm clock to 9:00am because school starts at 10:15am. No beauty sleep for me tonight I guess. I close my eyes but all I could think of was Luke. So I try counting sheep and picture them jumping over a white gate.

"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9" I whisper. By the time I get to 30 I'm fast asleep.

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My alarm clock goes off at 9:00am right when I'm about to kiss Channing Tatum in my dream. I wake up all tired. I go in the bathroom to take a shower. I still feel all dirty after sleeping with Luke. I get out of the shower thirty minutes later. I rush down stairs and I see my brother eating breakfast. My mother gives me a hard stare. When she looked at me like that I felt like she was staring through my soul. I hated it when she did that.

She said " Soooo.... how was the party last night".

I said "it was fun. We partied and everything".

She gave that mean stare again and said "mmhmm and how was Luke".

I really think that she meant it as in a sexual way. But I gave her the correct response which was

“The usual...he hung out with his boys most of the time and after the party we..." I stopped and just realized what I just was about to say. Izaiah choked on his food and coughed because he knew what I did last night. My mother opens her mouth and gave me a hard stare. Talking about me having sex with Luke was never fun. I felt the room getting hotter and I knew that my face was beet red.

My mother and I just stood there staring at each other. We could've stood there all day. But thank God my mom bought me a watch that lets me know I should leave the house and when school is out. My watch beeps and the staring contest was over.

Izaiah got up from his bowl of cereal and said "bye mom see ya later".

My mom said “Bye Izaiah love you honey".

I left the kitchen while saying "Bye mommy I love you".

But all I heard back was an ""mmhmm ".

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I leave the house and I walk to school. When I get their I see all my friends. I see Destiny and she's wearing clothes similar to mine but mine are way hotter because they are on me. She has on a white shirt (and it's see through) with her blue pants on. I also see Nicole and Michelle. They are white twins but only Destiny and I can tell them apart because we knew them since the third grade as well. We can also tell them apart because Nicole uses big words like me and is smarter than her sister. While Michelle on the other hand doesn't use big words and isn't as bright as Nicole. Nicole is wearing a silver sparkly shirt while Michelle is wearing a black sparkly shirt.