Love & Betrayal Is Everything

A New Beginning (5)

On the ride home there was total silence.

The only thing that Destiny said was “It’s gonna be okay Tykia you'll find someone else. At least know you don't have to worry about being accused of cheating when you flirt with Josh".

When she said that a rush of happiness rushed over my body. I did have a teeny tiny little crush on Josh. But if he asks me if he can take me on a date I kind of don't know what to say.

Do I say A- “Josh I would love to but I am still kind of recovering from a heart break. I need some time to think".

Or do I say B- " Sure Josh call me tonight".

If I do A I don't know how he'll react. I shouldn't even be thinking about him. I need to focus on something else.

We pull up to the drive through at my house.

I say " Shit! Tonight is family game night and Joshua will be over. How the hell am I suppose to face him when he witnessed that seen that happened at school".

" You can always just ignore him. Or you can pretend to be sick and tell your mom your gonna sit this night out" Destiny said.

" I can't do that. My mom always wants me and Izaiah to be downstairs on family game night. Even when we have homework to do she still want us to participate in family game night then do our homework".

I hate it when I have a lot of homework to do on family game night. That means I'm going to be up all night doing my damn homework. I let out a big sigh before I said bye to Destiny and she pulls off.

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 I walk into the house and go straight to my room. I walk past my mom and my little brother. It is 3:39     pm right now. When I enter my room I plop down on my bed. I take off my school clothes and I put on my night clothes which tonight is a black tank top with booty shorts. I take my cell phone out of my purse and see that there are like a dozen text messages from Luke. I read one.

One text says " Babe please forgive I'm sorry".

Another says " Babe give me one more chance. I still wanna be with you".

If you wanted to be with me you wouldn't have kissed bitch ass Natalie my conscious told me.

I put my phone on the bedside table. I set my clock to 6:00 pm 'cause that's when family game night starts.

I close my eyes and I fall into a deep sleep.

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In my dream I am in someone’s house. There’s a party going on in front of me. I see majority of my school here. I look around and I see pictures of Luke in  the hallway. Ah hell I'm in Luke's damn house. Great just what I need after we just broke up after school. I walk and see that a lot of guys are in their football uniforms. Then I see Josh. Go figure I'm at a football game after party. Well I'm in a nightmare. One because I hate Luke at the moment and I just dumped his ass and is still heart broken and two because it is an after party of a sport I hate.

So I see Josh is not in his football uniform instead he's in a sexy hot black shirt and is wearing some black pants. I see him smile and he walks over to me smiling. Out of nowhere in the middle of my party dream the whole party goes away and we are no longer at Luke's house. We are at my house. He walks up to me and kiss me hard on my lips and then I moan in pleasure of his sexy hot kiss then he take off his shirt and.....