Stay By My Side 2 (BTS Jin FanFiction)

Confusion

*Y/N's POV*

"Wait..what?" I stared at him, my mind full of mixed emotions.

"I'm..I'm still in love with you y/n.."

"I...you..you're joking?" I looked around to see if anyone was around.

"No...I'm serious y/n" he took a deep breath.

"No...no you're still with that bi- I mean Soo Mi. How is that possible..." I shook my head.

"It was all fake...I..I did it all for you y/n..." he looked straight into my eyes.

"For me?? You left me to be with that witch. For me?? You...I was broken Jin!! I cried every night because of you...I hated seeing you with her. And you're gonna say you did it for me?" Tears swelled up in my eyes causing my sight to blur.

"It's..hard to explain...I don't know what to say...I'm so sorry..please..forgive me.." he reached out his hand to caress my hair but I smacked away causing him to flinch.

"Just..leave me alone right now...I-I need to think this over..." I left him and ran into the bathroom, leaving him standing there.

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"Hey, you okay?" Jinyoung asked over the phone.

"Uh yeah I'm fine" I looked at myself in the mirror.

"You sure? You said you were going to the bathroom almost 30 minutes ago.." he mumbled.

"Oh I probably drank my coffee too fast..my stomach was hurting a bit." I found an excuse.

"Alright...well I'm by the Korean history exhibit so just come when you feel better okay?"

"Alright.." I mumbled and hung up.

I took a deep breath and washed my face again and then reapplying my mascara and eyeliner. Letting out a loud sigh, I dried my face and walked out.

"You feeling better?" Jinyoung asked as I walked into the exhibit.

"Mhm." I nodded and stood next to him admiring the art hung on the wall.

"You sure it was just the coffee?" He looked at me.

"I'm sure. Let's go see the paintings over there." I pointed the a sign.

"Alright." Jinyoung held my hand and we walked over to see the paintings.

"You see this painting right here?" He pointed to a painting with two men and a woman.

They were all dressed in fancy clothing. One man smiled as he embraced the woman with an upset expression while the other man stood afar, watching as if he was hurt.

"It's very beautiful..." I stared at their expressions and tried analyzing the story behind it.

"It is..it reminds me of the story my Grandma used to tell me about."

"She used to tell you stories?" I looked at him.

"Yup. All kinds." He smiled.

"Sounds nice..I never had a grandma growing up..." I looked at the gold framing of the painting.

"She's in America right?"

"Yeah..they transferred her to one of the hospitals there so she could get the treatment she needed." I explained.

"Oh..." he nodded slowly and then put his arm around my waist.

"What else do you wanna do? I don't wanna keep the atmosphere all gloomy."

"Oh right! You have practice with Jaebum oppa and them today right?" I looked at him.

"Yeah..I forgot about that."

"It usually starts at this time so just go. I'll take a taxi home. You have a performance this weekend and you need to practice." I held onto his hand.

"You sure you don't want me to drop you off?" Jinyoung looked a bit worried.

"I'm sure." I softly smiled at him as he nodded and walked away.
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Walking for a bit made me start to think about what happened earlier and why Jin said.

"I'm still in love with you."

I shook my head. That's not true. He's been with Soo Mi the past two years and they seem to be doing fine. I'm pretty sure he's just doing that to mess with me...but he did look a bit serious while saying that...and he's horrible at acting...

I let out a loud sigh and shook my head again.

"Why did he say it now? All of a sudden? Ah..."

*Jin's POV*

"Where the hell did you go? You've been gone the whole day!"

"Somewhere far from you. I'm not your puppet so stop bothering me when I'm taking my time off. I'm tired of you complaining." I rolled my eyes, getting impatient of her high pitched screams.

"What the hell am I supposed to do now? I miss you oppa!"

"Why don't you just shut the hell up and stop calling me. I'm going now." I grunted and quickly hung up the phone.

So irritating...

"Hyung,,why don't you just break up with her already..." Jungkook stood at my door room.

"Not yet Kookie. I have to figure everything out first. The whole deal I made with her is really throwing me off."

"Deal?" His eyebrows wrinkled.

"It's a long story. But Soo Mi and I were never real. I had to do it...for y/n" I fell back into my bed and looked at the ceiling.

"Ah...that's good..you still like y/n though right?"

"Mhm...She probably moved on already..she has Jinyoung now.."

"Just keep trying Hyung...I have a feeling something between you two will happen."

"What? More drama? She probably doesn't even believe me or even wants to see me." I threw my arms behind my head.

"Why did you choose to do it now? You had two years..." he sat down on the bed.

"It's..I just didn't know where to start off...I was lost and I just regretted making the decision so much I just couldn't get the guys to step up to her. Especially because of that damn deal I made with Soo Mi. Ughh.."

"Don't worry Hyung..you'll get her back. Get some rest for now, you seem tired. I'll cook dinner so you don't have to worry about anything. If you wanna eat there will be food ready in about 15 minutes."

I nodded and he slowly walked out of my room and closed the door.

"This is all so confusing..." I let out a deep breath and turn towards the wall.

Hey guys..sorry it's late again but I'm aiming to update at least twice a month which I am currently doing. Thank you so much for being patient. I really appreciate it. It's really hard to try to write when I have my grades to worry about T^T