Couldn't he not understand that I'm actually happier now. The stress of my past. I have made peace with those who only pushed the weakness in me. The ones who only beat me to I couldn't breathe. Making the peace in which he was happy for me in all this. Why point out the flaws and be happy for me. He just don't get the inner me just yet. He is simply knocking on the wrong doors. Ugh! Fucking see it already. Love me! Can I feel his warmth every time I text him. Someone shoot me already... I can't break free from him. The spider wrapping me in a web. Fuck! It's annoying. You know that feeling that all the shit you did for that person, has not been enough.
