Can I kill Dylan? Like seriously, he left his phone in the last state we were in so he keeps using mine to call Griffin and Griffin cant get his head around the fact that the time zones are different in some states, so he calls at like eleven at night when I'm asleep, so my phone goes nuts under my pillow, which means I have to climb down from my bunk to go get Dylan, who's then up talking to Griffin until like two in the morning when we're up at eight and playing at ten, and he only stops when someone throws a pillow at him or Mike gets up, takes my phone, hangs up and gives me my phone back, mumbling some very bad words in his sleep dazed state.
Warped tour is fun so far though. I'm beginning to get used to the communal showers, and all the naked ladies in there, so I've taken to showering in a bikini, whether it be the warped tour showers or the bus, and my god the toilets. So as you may know, a lot of the bands on tour drink quite a lot, so the toilets are usually very messy and full of sick or the other thing by around ten am, so I'm up at six or as soon as we pull up and the toilets are set up and legging it across the grounds to go to the only chance I'll have for the next twenty four hours to do my business. Ones are okay on the bus, theres a bin for the toilet paper that gets emptied every day by me because I'm the only one that uses the toilet paper so its just fair really.
I have managed to utilize Velcro in my bunk, so I have an extension plug on the wall and then all my electricals are velcro'ed to the walls at night and charged like that, which is really cool. Vic and Ryan are up really late every night, and I spend a lot of time hanging out with Jaime in the back lounge, playing video games quite a lot, and I Skype Patty every night, but we always end up falling asleep while on Skype, only timing out when one of our laptops batteries die.
Everyone is getting very ill. Well pierce the veil aren't, they've done this before, but Tristan is getting really really ill. He's not talking to anyone much, he's not eating a lot and I've noticed that he's back on anti depressants, I see him taking them as we walk to the stage, he thinks he gets away with it but he doesn't. Dylan is just always awake, I don't think he's had more than five hours sleep in the past three days which is really not good. Ryan is always drunk or getting stoned with Mike, which I really don't appreciate but that's up to him, he performs well and has said he's going to move out when we get home. I think Tristan is taking drugs too, he gets really jittery around ten or eleven at night, then stays up all night, is off the bus as soon as we pull up, disappears until we have to perform and when he comes to the stage he's calm and relaxed and easy going but in the spaced out sort of way. Ryan tried to confront him about it, but they ended up in a punch up and Tristan disappeared and didn't show up for our slot, so I was playing bass and Dylan was on drums, so we got by.
I was warned about this by Jaime. That some band members are led astray or think that warped tour is a holiday, when really its one of the most enduring things they'll ever do. He also said that that can be why some band members or whole bands get led astray, the pressure and stress of warped tour drives them mad and they end up abusing drugs or alcohol. If they don't know how to deal with it and stay healthy, some get ill, depressed and other things. I need to sit and talk to Tristan, everyone's worried about him.
I have devised a plan to find out what's going on with Tristan. I spent all of last night watching youtube videos on how to like make yourself look like someone different, then read a wiki how on how to follow someone and not get caught. So I got ready as much as I could while hiding in my bunk, and I told everyone my plan the night before. I had a wig from my sketches I do on youtube, so I brushed it, did some very smart makeup to basically change my entire face shape, put in some green eye contacts, then broke out the darkest and comfiest clothes I own in case of needing to blend in or do physically exerting activities, put on my camera glasses, and waited until I heard Tristan open the bus door and go.
