My Mental Help [Zanvis, Garrance, Vylante FF]

Prolouge~

{Zane's POV}

My fingers slid smoothly across the keys, pressing one every here and there. My head throbbed in pain, as I quickly typed up the last sentence for an assignment of mine. I groaned as my wrists itched, rubbing up against the edge of my laptop.

I sigh as the itch continues as I stretch, telling me something I can't ignore.

At least, I don't have the willpower to.

I shut my computer, itching my arms, hoping the nails will be enough to satisfy what my brain wants for my arms.

It isn't.

It never is.

My mind drifts to my brothers, but that never stays. It's never the first thing I think about when I'm alone.

I think about how wrong it is, how much our household has broken apart because of her.

It's painful, really.

It's like my mind won't let me forget about everything that's happened... Not in the past few weeks.

The temptation calls out once again because the thirst is never really satisfied until my skin is peeled away.

I do try to resist, but it never really works.

I head into my bathroom and decide to give in to the call.

After all, my willpower is never as strong without her around.

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Edited 10/31/2018

I like this version much much better.

This kinda sets the tone a lot better than the original one did, so it really fits the story more.

Thanks for reading! (and thanks for 18k! Holy crap!)

Ily all! xoxo Sam