Just Let Me Go [A Nosh Fanfiction]

Chapter 7: Crazy? PII

"Josh?" He says, looking at me directly in the eyes.  Don't tell him.

I couldn't hold it in anymore. I slumped forward and began to cry on Liam's shoulder. I cried like I've never cried before. I felt terrible, broken. The image of Niall's face imbedded into my memory. An image I won't forget.

"Hey hey hey, Josh? Mate, whats wrong?" I feel him wrap his arms around me.

"I'm sorry Liam. I'm sorry. I-" Right then we hear a knock on the door. Liam goes to get it.

"Babe?! Where were you?! I was worried sick!" She came to me with tears in her eyes. I didn't say anything. "Josh, I called you and you never answered what happened?!" Again I say nothing. She then presses her lips against mine and I lose it again tears flushing down my face. "Josh?"

"How'd you find me?" She looks at me confused.

"Liam told me he'd found you." I just nod. I wipe away my tears. "Josh, oh my god, what happened to your hand. We have to get you to a hospital!"

"No." Again her face shows confusion.

"Huh?"

"I said no Becca, I don't wanna go."

She turns to Liam. "Mate you kinda have to go. You've got some pretty deeps cuts there." I shake my head no.

"I told you I'm not going. I don't need to, I'm fine."

I didn't want to go anywhere. Or do anything. Or see anyone. I just want to lay here. By myself. "Josh! You're going and that's final!

"BECCA GOD DAMN IT NO. Are you not listening to me?!" She was shocked to say the least, I could see she looked hurt. But in that moment I didn't care. I don't care about anything.  She got up and left tears in her eyes. I watched her leave, feeling nothing.

As the door closed Liam looked at me, clearly just as shocked.

"What the hell was that about? He asked sternly.

"Nothing." I rubbed my head and face.

Liam's cell started ringing.

"Hey mate, whats up? Im here with Josh, yeah. I'm trying to get him to go to the hospital. No, he doesn't want to. Mhm." Be then out it on speaker.

Niall: Tell his ass to get to the hospital and stop being an idiot.

He hangs up. "Come you have to go."

"Okay."

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A/N: Wow, it's been quite a while. Here's something I was able to come up with. It's not long at all I apologize.
                                       -Jenny