Her (Finn WolfhardxReader)

21.

The room was silent. Like if you dropped a pin, you would probably hear it. All of them sat there for a good 30 minutes, not talking or some shit. Everyone was just in shock, specially Finn. They caught the two making out and he felt like his world crumbled down. He saw how Claudia kissed him back, he saw when she put her arms around his neck. He saw it all.

"So..-"

"Guys! Why is it a big deal?! You're acting like we've done something horrible!" Nic said interrupting Jaeden. Claudia stood up to get some more beer in the kitchen, Finn following her.

"Claudia, can we talk?" Finn said holding her shoulder. He felt as if he have failed a mission in is his life.

Claudia went to the refrigerator and took a can of beer.

"Catch.." she said throwing it to Finn. He caught it with ease and looked at her. She was sitting on the kitchen counter, opening the beer and taking a sip on it.

"You can drink it. I won't tell." she said to the boy upfront of her. Finn shook his head and looked at her once again. He walked closer to her and stopped, leaving a little gap between them.

"Claudia, that thing on stage, i was confessing my feelings, and the moment of us backstage, I.. I-i was going to tell y-you.. Claudia.. I..-" Finn was interrupted by a knock on the wall of the kitchen. They both looked at the interrupting shit and it was Sophia. Finn rolled his eyes and sighed. Claudia on the other hand felt disappointed. She hopped off the counter and opened the refrigerator to get some more beer.

"Ohkay.. Did i interrupt something?" Sophia said putting her hands up. Finn glared at the girl and in an instant, Sophia got what Finn was glaring at. Claudia was about to get out of the kitchen when Sophia pulled her back inside.

"Oh i was just going to tell you to get more beer. We don't mind drinking. We're sixteen anyway. I'll get that for you. Thank youuu." Sophia said taking all the beer cans from Claudia's arms. She pushed her towards Finn, who caught her in his arms.

"So, as i was saying.." Finn started letting Claudia stand up and look at him. Claudia crossed her arms on her chest and tapped her foot on the ground.

"I like you.. No scratch that.. I LOVE you. I just realized this when the day you got mobbed. I was so worried and.. and, Claudia, you are the most beautiful person that I've ever met, inside out. You basically like what i like, i love when you smile, your beautiful smile that i want to see everyday, your beautiful eyes that shines whenever you laugh and smile. Your voice when you sing and talk. I love how you scrunch up your face when you see something disturbing. I just love everything about you. And i don't know what I'll do if i lose you. I love you Claudia." Finn said letting out a deep breath out of nervousness. Claudia on the other hand, she was surprised to what Finn had said to her. She's still trying to let all of that sink in.

"I-it's okay.. Y-you don't have to tell me anything. I j-just really want you to know that. U-um, so I'll go now." Finn said walking out of the room. He passed the living room where everyone is watchung the movie and drinking beers. He reached the front door and opened it. Finn reached the elevator and once it closed. He let out another breath. A sad one. He just confessed his feelings to the girl he loves and all he got was nothing.

Claudia's attention came back when Finn dashed out of the kitchen. She tried to move but the gravity just seemed to hold her back. She couldn't do anything. She heard the front door close and when that happened, she collapsed on the floor.

"Claudia! Wtf? Follow him for fucks sake! I'm not giving up on this ship so go now!" Sophia said helping her up. Claudia ran out of the room and went to the elevators. It still on level 10.

"Claudia take the stairs!" she heard Sophia yell from the room. She nodded her head and ran to the emergency exit. By now, this looked like a romantic movie that she's seen on tv. She didn't care though. All that's in her mind is Finn. That boy who just confessed his love for her. She needs to tell him what she feels because if she didn't, it would be too late.

She reached the lobby area and searched for a certain curly haired boy. She found Finn and he just got out of the elevator. His hands were on his jacket pockets and his head hung low. Claudia ran towards him and when she reached him, they both collapsed on the floor.

"ow.. What the fuck?" Finn said rubbing his head. Claudia looked at Finn, she was on his lap, also rubbing her head.

"Im sorry. I just, don't want you to leave. I didn't get to tell you how i feel about you." Claudia said looking at Finn in the eyes. Claudia stood up and held her hand out to help Finn stand.

"Can we go somewhere private?" she asked looking around. They crowd was watching them, probably at the scene that just happened. They both got on an empty hallway. Claudia check each side to see if someone is looking, when she was sure they're alone, she looked back at Finn.

"Finn, I know this is crazy and we will probably make this even more weird but listen, what you said to me back there is really amazing. I was speechless and It was really brave of you to say that. I know saying this will make you happy but I'm still thinking about you. About your career, your life. But please always remember when i tell you this.. I love you too. Promise me you wont forget that. Promise me that whatever happens, you'll never risk anything for me. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to be worried about me. I want you to live your life. We can't be together and i know you know why. I'm just telling you the consequences if you even think about us being together. I do want us too but not now, maybe in the future, where everybody will accept the fact that we are mature and that we know what we are doing..-"

"But Claudia.." Finn said interrupting Claudia, who is by now has tears pouring down her face. She put a finger on Finn's lips to stop him from talking.

"Please. Just think about it. I'll make you a deal, if ever we meet again, then I'll just have to take the risk of being together. But if not, maybe we aren't really for each other." Claudia said through tears. A tear also fell from Finn's eyes, Claudia wiped it off with her thumb and pulled him down for a kiss. A sweet loving kiss that lasted for about a minute.

The first and last kiss that they'll have..

"I love you Finn.. Please remember that.." Claudia said before walking away with her head hung low. She got out of the building and walked to the other direction of the area..

All she could think about was will she and Finn ever gonna see each other again?