Her (Finn WolfhardxReader)

32.

Claudia's POV

It's been a month since that night. A week of feeling horrible. A month of feeling weak. Like every bone in my body wont cooperate. A month of staring on my ceiling everytime i get home from work. A month of loneliness and emptiness.

A month without him.

I always wonder if he's okay now. If he have moved on. If he forgot about me. I always think about him and everyday it gets harder.

His pictures are all still in my camera, the polaroids of us, videos of him, all of it are kept in a box in my closet. I couldn't get the energy to throw them away.

Its hard to forget about him.

Jack has told me how He was now. He's beginning to be okay. He's moving on. Jack said that he realized everything that Millie said was true. That all i ever do is leave and hurt him. I kept on hurting him.

I lost contact with Sophia and the others. After I told them everything, they've never spoken to me again. No one ever contacted me again. Except for Jack. But i know deep down, he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I hurt his best friend.

Now, everything in my life has been falling out of place. My friends, turning their backs on me. My own brother, hates me. My job, firing me. Luckily, i still have enough money for me to survive. But surviving is the least in my mind right now. My life is a mess and i don't know how to actually fix it. All i know is that this bottle of Vodka and this rooftop, these are my only safe place. Looking up at the night sky, the rain pouring down on me, hoping that the only person i once had, is looking down on me. (a/n: Claudia's POV will end here.)

"Brandon, I wish you were here." Claudia cried, trying to climb the edge of the rooftop. Once she did, Claudia looked up at the sky as the rain hit her face. She chugged the bottle as she cried in tears.

"I bet you're disappointed in me. After all, i made such a messed up life. Look at me! Look where i am now.." Claudia shouted at the sky. It rumbled loudly as her feet dangles on the edge. She chugged the bottle once again, looking down the building. A couple of people passing by the street. Some are elderly and some are younger with their umbrella's sheilding them from the rain.

Claudia stood up on the edge, holding the bottle, chugging it again. Throwing the bottle away as she saw it empty. She heard some commotion below her, looking down, there was now a crowd of people, shouting and screaming some words that she couldn't understand.

"Look Brandon, a crowd." she said with slurred words as she look at the sky. The sky rumbled once again and the rain started to get heavy. 

Down the street, some fire rescuers came immediately after Ms. Vivien saw Claudia standing at the edge of the rooftop. She cared for the girl, she knows what's going on the girl's life and she knows that Claudia is a sweet, passionate and caring girl. Ms. Vivien saw herself, when she was still young, in Claudia. So she immediately called for help.

"Maam, does she have any family you can call?" the rescuer said to Ms. Vivien.

"Yes but they live in a different country." Ms. Vivien said in panic. She looked up at the building and saw Claudia walking  on the edge of the rooftop.

"Oh my god. Please do something! I'll call her family, just please do something before she falls from up there!" Ms. Vivien said running inside the apartment building. She went in her room and got Claudia's papers. She immediately called the first phone number that she saw and waited for it to ring.

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Back to Claudia, she was humming a song that Brandon always sang to her. It was her favorite song from then on and that's how she started listening to those kind of music.

 She started swaying, almost slipping. Tears started to form in her eyes as she sang the song. Her voice croaking in every words as she looked down. Her vision started to get blurry and her head started to feel light. A strong breeze hit her body making her lose her balance from where she's standing.

It happened so fast, one moment, she's on top of the building, the next, she's rushed to the hospital.

Finn's POV

I was playing my guitar on the couch, Malcolm just beside me. Josh's camera flash came on as i was looking up. 

"Can you not?" I said grumpily. My phone rang from beside me and it was a call from Sophia. I answered it lazily.

"Have you heard from Jack?" she said and she sounds like she was crying. i narrowed my eyebrows in confusion. 

"No? I havent talked to him for 2 days. Is there something wrong?" I asked. I felt my heart beating fast and my hand started sweating. 

"Look at Claudia's Instagram." She said sniffing. 

"Okay? Hold on." I said before going loggin on my account. I went to Claudia's Profile and she hasnt posted anything for almost a week. Okay maybe or maybe not, I stalk her accounts, but you can't blame me. 

I went on her tags and saw a bunch of get well soon. one caught my attention and i refused to believe it.

"Famous Photographer, Claudia Marie, in coma after a terrible accident. Or is it really an accident? - ParisOnlineNews"

Claudia Marie's suicide over Finn Wolfhard? - TMZ

CLAUDIA MARIE CRITICAL AFTER A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT - hollywoodnews

I went back to Sophia and she spoke.

"Did you see it?" she asked sobbing now. 

"That's not true right? tell me its just a joke." i said standing up from the couch. I waited for Sophia's response but all i can hear is her sobs. My heart sank and if possible, i can hear it breaking into tiny little pieces. I hang up the call and threw it across the room.

"Finn. Hey hey. Calm down, what happened?" Josh said holding me on my shoulder.

"I-it's Claudia, she's in coma." i said breaking down. My tears were uncontrollably falling down my face as i sob. Josh didn't say anything. They didn't say anything. All they did is give me a hug. Comforting me in probably my most horrible point in life.

The love of my life is dying and i couldn't do anything to save her.

"You need to go see her Finn. It might be the last chance." Ayla said. They all nodded in agreement as i try to calm myself.

"I can't. Millie's been following me everywhere. She got tracks on my phone." i said which is true. Ever since that day at Claudia's apartment, i couldn't go anywhere without Millie knowing.

"Well she can't do anything. If she tried stopping you, people would think she's an overly obsessed shit. And she can't control your life Finn. We can see how happy you are when you're with Claudia." Josh said. He has a point. Millie can't control my life.

"Okay. I'm going." i said while wiping my tears. I saw my reflection on the mirror and my eyes are swollen. I didn't even bring any sun glasses today.

Ah fuck it. I'm still going.

Wait for me Claud. I'll be there soon.