Her (Finn WolfhardxReader)

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finn's pov

I looked around Claudia's apartment looking for her. She's been gone for too long and I'm getting worried. She told me she would just get some ice for the drink.

I decided to look for her in her bedroom after i searched her kitchen and bathroom. She was there. She's covered with her blanket and she's freezing. She looked paler than earlier. I checked her temperature and found that she has fever.

"Claud.. hey hey, its okay. I'll just get some towel okay?" i said brushing off a strand of hair that's covering her face. I hurriedly went to the bathroom to get a towel and soaked it in the water. I went back to where Claudia is and patted her forehead. She looked so sick.

"Finn.." she mumbled. Her eyes were closed though. She looked like a little kid when they get sick. She started crying and clinging to me.

"Nooo i don't like getting sick." she mumbled again but a bit louder this time. I sighed and put my arms around her. I layed beside her and she  cuddled up to me.

"shh.. Its okay. I'm here.." i said and started massaging her head lightly. I hummed for her to sleep. She put her arms around me and just cuddled onto me. Honestly, i don't mind getting sick when it comes to her. I just want to hold her and i don't like seeing her in pain. That's how much i love her. I would do anything just to see her happy and not hurt. I love her so bad.

Claudia's pov
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I was woken up by someone's hand brushing my hair a bit. I opened my eyes and found Finn sitting on the edge of my bed. He smiled a bit and helped me to sit up.

"I made soup. Well tried to, i called Lucy for help because unfortunately i burned the chicken. I helped cut the veggies though so here." he said scooping up from a bowl that's on my bed side table. He blew on it and fed me.

"You don't have to do this Finn." i said looking at him. He just smiled and nodded his head.

"I know. But i want to. After seeing you last night looking like you're about to.." he said while looking at me but then stopped and sighed. He looked at the ground and i felt bad for what i said.

"I'm sorry. Thank you by the way." i said holding his hand that's resting on the mattress. He looked at me and smiled again.

"H-how are you feeling?" Finn asked as he continued to feed me the soup. I raised my eyebrows at him and smiled at the same time. I saw a blush crept up on his cheeks.

"I feel abit better. Thanks for taking care of me." i said and held his shaking hand that's infront of my face with a spoon.

We continued to talk for an hour about nonsense things and i felt my heart warm just by talking to him. Its just like the last time. It was like we're back being friends. It was like that time at the beach.

"Here. Drink this." he said getting out of my thoughts. He was handing me a medicine and a water.

"Its not a drug right? Like the one in the movies?" i said joking. He rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"No why would i do that? Are you insane? I wouldn't do that to some i love." he said. I looked at him in surprise. And then my heart started beating crazily. He just told me he loves me. He still loves me.

"W-what i m-meant was.. I-i.. Fucking shit.. U-um.. Yeah I still love you.. So what? I-its not like y-you have feelings for m-me.. I'll just go now.. Y-yeah.." he stuttered. He put the glass of water on the bed side table and was about to leave when i stopped him.

"Don't leave.. I already did that so don't do it as well." i said hoping he would turn around. He just stood by the closed door not moving an inch.

"Finn.. Please." i said prying the covers off of me and stood up. My head felt light and my vision was a bit blurry. I ignored the starting headache and looked at Finn. I walked closer to her and when I'm inches away from him, i snaked my arms around his torso and back-hugged him. I heard him gasped lightly and his body warmed.

"I'm sorry i left. I'm sorry i didn't tell you. I'm sorry i never called. I'm sorry for leaving you.  I'm sorry for everything Finn. I only did that for your sake. I don't want for you to lose everything you reached just because of me. I dont want for people to judge you just because of me. Finn, I'm older than you. Everyone will think of you differently. They will talk about nonsense things. I don't want that to happen. I love you as much but I just can't let those things happen just because you're loving someone who's older than you." I said. I didn't notice the tears that's been falling from my eyes. Finn unlatched my arms around his torso and turned around to face me. He lift up my chin and made me look at him.

"I understand. It's okay. Don't cry." he said while he wiped my tears. He smiled at me and cupped my cheeks with his hands.

"I love you Claudia and I will do anything just for you to be happy." he said i held his hand that's on my face and smiled, knowing that the person i love will do anything for me. He's been so sweet since the first day that we met, he's still the same as of now.

"Please, be with me. Even if no one knows. We'll keep it a secret just until i break things off with Millie. Please.. I can't lose you again." Finn said connecting our foreheads together. I nodded my head and felt his lips on mine. He smiled and hugged me.

"I love you Claudia Marie. So much." He said, swaying us side by side. I giggled at what he's doing and embraced him back. I nuzzled my face on his neck and smiled.

"I love you Finn whatever your middle name is. So much too." i said as he giggled at what i said.

The moment felt so much real now, it is real and i don't want to stop it. All i felt was his warmth, his love. I felt Home whenever he's with me. I dont want to end this ever. I want this to last forever.