//Breathe deep, Breathe clear
Know that I'm here, Know that I'm here
Waiting..
Stay strong, stay gold
You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear
Waiting..
I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon..//
Claudia, a 19 year old girl, who's been stuck o...
It's been 5 years since the last time i talked to her. The last time i saw her. The first and last time i felt her lips. The last time i heard her tell me she loves me. Jack told me she left their house and that they don't know where she is. She left without telling anyone.
I tried calling her but she already changed her number. She left me after she told me what she feels. It hurt. So much, its like a thousand of bullets hitting you repeatedly.
Now that im, 21 years old, my life has been really hectic. I've got my own House, my own car, i got more famous, my band hitting every billboard charts and paparazzis following me everyday, wherever i go, whatever i do. I still get in touch with my It cast and St cast but one thing still makes me feel incomplete.
Claudia.
Even though Millie and I are dating for like 2 years now, my love for Claudia is still here. Its always here in my heart. I'm still holding onto that promise. I'm still holding on to what she said, that if ever we meet again, it means that we were meant to be together. But its been 5 years and she's no where to find. Sometimes i feel like i should just move on with my life. Focus on my career and the band. Millie? I don't think she's the one i would spend my life with. Sure, she's a nice girl but, i just don't feel like she's the one.
Right now, I'm on my way to a photoshoot in Paris and I'm dreading this day. I feel like all my energy has been drained. No, I'm always drained. Ever since she left.
"Mr. Wolfhard, we're here." the pilot of the jet said as i lift the window cover up and saw the big bodygaurds waiting for me. I sighed and took my jacket beside me and stood up. Jon, my bodyguard who always follow me wherever I go, followed me and we got out of the jet. There are paparazzis inside and they're taking pictures already.
"Where do we exit?" i asked Jon in my monotone, bored like voice, waiting for an answer.
"Here.." Jon said opening a door and walking inside. When we got out of the airport, paparazzis started to swarm me, the big guys not letting any of them near me.
I was getting frustrated and every minute of these guys trying to get passed the guards are getting me more pissed off.
"Get out! Move!" i shouted at them as i got inside the Van. I know by doing that would make them even more rich. They would post stuff about me and they would change what really happened.
The car ride to where the photoshoot will be held, is silent. Its to silent that my phone blaring made me jump a little. I took it out from my pocket and its a call from Millie. Oh god, why now?
M- hey babe! Did you land already?
F- yeah, I'm heading to the venue now. Why?
M- oh just checking if you landed safe! I miss you by the way!
F- yeah okay. I need to go now, I'm already here.
M- alright I love you!
F- me too.. Bye.
I hung up the call and hopped out of the van. I just couldn't say it to her. I can't tell her that. I want to say those three words if i really feel it. I don't want her to expect anything.
"Good Morning Mr. Wolfhard. I'm Lucy and I'll be your assistant for the whole 3 days." the woman with blonde hair said. She has glasses too and she's a bit shorter than me. I nodded my head and waited for her to tell me where I'm going.
"Okay so, you have a photoshoot in 10 minutes. You can change your outfit here and the head photographer will be waiting." Lucy said before walking away. I went inside my dressing room and found alot of clothes hanging on a corner. I guess I'll stay here for quite a while.
My stylist came and gave me an outfit. It looks vintage-y. They fixed my hair and then I'm ready.
"The photographer's been waiting. She just went to get something to drink. She'll be here any- oh here she is!" Lucy said looking behind me. I turned around and i think everything around me stopped. I couldn't move or talk. I just stared at her and i felt my hear pounding back to life.
She's here. She's been in Paris all along. And she's the photographer. How the fuck did i not think of that?!
"This is Claudia Marie. Our photographer for the day. Miss Claudia, this is Mr. Wolfhard." Lucy said introducing us to each other.
"I know him. He's friends with my brother. He's dating the newest Icon right now. Millie Bobby Brown." she said putting her hands on her pockets. Even though she's just in a sweater, she still looked beautiful as always. She looked matured now and i still find her beautiful.
"Alright, so I'll leave you two for a bit and maybe get to know each other." Lucy said and walked away. She looked at me and Holy mother of mothers. I missed that beautiful smile and i think I've been staring for too long she started waving her hand on my face.
"Finn. Are you okay?" she said. I didn't think through what i was going to do next but all i remember is pulling her towards me and hugging her tight. She didn't hug back and that's what made me pull her back.
"Claud.. I-" i said but she stopped me.
"We need to shoot now. Come on." she said walking away. I dont understand what's happening right now. All i know is that, she's distancing herself from me.
"Oh play some music. Mr. Wolfhard likes Mac Demarco." Claudia said setting her camera up and checking the lighting. I watched her every move and i can really say that she's avoiding me. She took her camera and turned to me.
"You can stand on the bridge and just do whatever you want." Claudia said pointing her camera towards me. She adjusted the camera lens and i just leaned on the bridge handle and looked at her. She took a shot and i posed a different position.
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She backed away a little. There was a commotion on the other side so i looked there and saw it was Millie. Why is she here?!
Claudia stopped taking pictures and looked at her left side. Her eyes went wide but then changed to a dull one.
"Finn!" Millie waved at me with so much happiness. She looked at her right side and found Claudia there with her camera pointed on the floor.
"Claudia?" Millie said and Claudia smiled a little. She looked at me and i saw sadness in her eyes.
"Well, if you guys have somewhere to go to, we can continue tomorrow. ALL RIGHT GUYS! WRAP IT UP!" Claudia shouted. She walked away and went to her tent. I looked at Millie and she smiled at me innocently.
