Trying not to die

Summer time 2017

I spent my summer either asleep or watching my baby brother from 5:30am to 3:30pm. It was a better summer than the years before bc I was getting out a bit more, as in just my brothers baseball games and going to hoopfest(basketball tournaments). I when to the pool with my family and didn't want to go swimming bc I'm not comfortable with my body so I sat in the grass and read on Wattpad. We were in line when I turned around for no reason and saw my ex with her stepmom and little brother and sister. Later that day she text me and accused me and by mom talking about her and calling her a bitch when we were just minding our business. And around the end of summer she told me she still loved me and yea.