Trying not to die

Binding and packing

A/N sorry that I haven't posted in a long time I have just been really busy and not having the energy to do anything, now on to my first time binding and packing.

So I started binding around the end of September with an underworks binder and I was so excited when I got it. I was doing ok with how my chest look for about 2 weeks then my chest dysphoria started to come back so I started looking at GC2B binders and how to lose fat in my chest. I have a very big chest and I'm overweight, I'm a DD and so it's really hard to bind, I had the money to get a GC2B binder but I didn't have a credit card so I had to ask my mom to use hers. It took a few days but she agreed and when I finally got the binder it made me just a little bit flatter but not much of a difference so I was a bit upset.

Having a big chest sucks a lot, because it gives me away, so people will thing I'm a girl and call me miss and I just hate it! I was also starting to get bottom dysphoria and I don't have a packer so I started to put a rolled up sock in my pants and it kinda helped, but I started wearing boxers and the sock would go down my leg a bit making it look weird so I had to stop packing. I love boxers they are so comfortable and make me feel like the man that I am on the inside.